Abdullah Saeed

And like, you know, I'm a real like, but then I fell in love with her and then we got married. Right. And it's like, like, you know, and she's sort of, Everything I'm doing that's positive for my life, right? I quit smoking cigarettes. I started exercising. I started going to therapy. So my therapist, my one-on-one therapist is also our couples therapist, right?

yeah honestly it like it's funny to me because like i say it like only half jokingly is that like that's when you know if you're gonna go into couples therapy and you got any bones to pick it helps to have done some office hours with the uh with the therapist now but but but seriously it is like that has helped me a lot right because man The anger thing, right? It's so pervasive.

yeah honestly it like it's funny to me because like i say it like only half jokingly is that like that's when you know if you're gonna go into couples therapy and you got any bones to pick it helps to have done some office hours with the uh with the therapist now but but but seriously it is like that has helped me a lot right because man The anger thing, right? It's so pervasive.

yeah honestly it like it's funny to me because like i say it like only half jokingly is that like that's when you know if you're gonna go into couples therapy and you got any bones to pick it helps to have done some office hours with the uh with the therapist now but but but seriously it is like that has helped me a lot right because man The anger thing, right? It's so pervasive.

I still feel it all the time. I'm by no means past it, right? But now I'm a little better at recognizing it. But man, it's weird because... When people hear that, oh, like, I have a bad temper, they're always surprised because I have a very stony and, like, pretty mellow personality. But I think I've compartmentalized those things a little bit.

I still feel it all the time. I'm by no means past it, right? But now I'm a little better at recognizing it. But man, it's weird because... When people hear that, oh, like, I have a bad temper, they're always surprised because I have a very stony and, like, pretty mellow personality. But I think I've compartmentalized those things a little bit.

I still feel it all the time. I'm by no means past it, right? But now I'm a little better at recognizing it. But man, it's weird because... When people hear that, oh, like, I have a bad temper, they're always surprised because I have a very stony and, like, pretty mellow personality. But I think I've compartmentalized those things a little bit.

And it's, like, when I get pissed off about something, like, inanimate objects a lot of times, missing my keys or whatever, this fucking blue microphone isn't working right. It's, like, you know, it's, like, I would be, like, what the fuck?

And it's, like, when I get pissed off about something, like, inanimate objects a lot of times, missing my keys or whatever, this fucking blue microphone isn't working right. It's, like, you know, it's, like, I would be, like, what the fuck?

And it's, like, when I get pissed off about something, like, inanimate objects a lot of times, missing my keys or whatever, this fucking blue microphone isn't working right. It's, like, you know, it's, like, I would be, like, what the fuck?

stupid you know like that that kind of wow right and like it's and a lot of times by myself in the house but then once you're married to somebody and you snap like that right like and you're you're like literally about like a drippy faucet and you're like you fucking piece of shit right like then then someone's like reflecting it to you right and is like and now you're like oh my god okay it's

stupid you know like that that kind of wow right and like it's and a lot of times by myself in the house but then once you're married to somebody and you snap like that right like and you're you're like literally about like a drippy faucet and you're like you fucking piece of shit right like then then someone's like reflecting it to you right and is like and now you're like oh my god okay it's

stupid you know like that that kind of wow right and like it's and a lot of times by myself in the house but then once you're married to somebody and you snap like that right like and you're you're like literally about like a drippy faucet and you're like you fucking piece of shit right like then then someone's like reflecting it to you right and is like and now you're like oh my god okay it's

so difficult to catch yourself in those moments bro it is one of the greatest challenges of my life is catching myself before i get really fucking angry it's like you know what i mean it's like literally like another guy right and then discovering that it's all just like fucking childhood shit right and it's like the more you pick at it and at first i was like oh great so i started doing therapy i just basically pulled all the wires out of the machine and now i'm

so difficult to catch yourself in those moments bro it is one of the greatest challenges of my life is catching myself before i get really fucking angry it's like you know what i mean it's like literally like another guy right and then discovering that it's all just like fucking childhood shit right and it's like the more you pick at it and at first i was like oh great so i started doing therapy i just basically pulled all the wires out of the machine and now i'm

so difficult to catch yourself in those moments bro it is one of the greatest challenges of my life is catching myself before i get really fucking angry it's like you know what i mean it's like literally like another guy right and then discovering that it's all just like fucking childhood shit right and it's like the more you pick at it and at first i was like oh great so i started doing therapy i just basically pulled all the wires out of the machine and now i'm

I got pulled out wires. Fucking great. Why did I even bother doing any of this? But then once you start untangling that shit little by little, right, you realize that you're going to be on this journey until you're literally fucking dead, right?

I got pulled out wires. Fucking great. Why did I even bother doing any of this? But then once you start untangling that shit little by little, right, you realize that you're going to be on this journey until you're literally fucking dead, right?

I got pulled out wires. Fucking great. Why did I even bother doing any of this? But then once you start untangling that shit little by little, right, you realize that you're going to be on this journey until you're literally fucking dead, right?

Yeah, yeah.