Alwyn

You miss out on everything.

And that's the journey and the getting well part is to, you know, remind these little things that, you know, are still there if you want them.

And that's a journey she needs to be on.

That's a good one.

Like for me, I was in inpatient as well and it does help.

But with me, I needed to be with

as I call her, a survivor, somebody who's been there already and that can hold your hand while you're trying to get better.

So now I've recovered for over eight years and that's what I do.

I help girls and women with their recovery because that's what works for me.

Yes, yes, exactly.

Oh, it is, because I know exactly where they were.

And it is just a lonely, lonely place.

And it's all you can think about.

You know, nothing else exists outside of that.

And it's really nice then to meet somebody that understands exactly what you're saying.

It's so nice to be able to connect with people that way.

And...

you know, there's the ups and downs, but with somebody with you, it's a lot easier.

It does, it does, exactly.

There's nothing regulated, which is very sad, because, you know, that could be anybody doing that.