Giannina

I'm talking about if there is anyone, if we're in a crowded room, like, I just feel my instincts go...

immediately perk up like don't don't get don't appear dangerous don't get anywhere near him that and so that's also been interesting as a mom with a little boy who loves danger who loves to throw himself off of like the couch and this and he's so he's so wild and fun and free and

And so I've learned how to really balance that, you know, within myself.

Like, okay, he's going to go and play and kids are washable.

That's the best advice I've ever heard in my entire life.

And durable.

Yeah, they're more durable than you think.

And so I'm really impressed with myself at how I've been able to balance that mom instinct and let him be...

a fun free little boy, which wasn't easy, but it's easier than I thought it would be.

I've gotten better at it.

I just think, I don't think I was ever bad at it.

He was like a drunk Bambi.

You can't let him walk around, you know, on a little ledge.

He can't control himself.

Rub some dirt on it.

I'm like, okay, fine.

You know, I'm not like, oh, every little thing is hard.

But anyway, I just feel like he's taught me a lot about

I don't think I'll have any regrets either.

It is a lot of being so present to a fault.