Lucy Blakiston

So now I'm in this weird position where I'm like, I don't want to be... I don't know.

I'm conflicted on this.

And I'm kind of keen to hear your thoughts actually on this, Lucy.

But I personally feel like...

date one or date two if you suggest somewhere you kind of like it's your you should be paying but that's not happened a couple of times and i'm just feeling a bit like oh i i actually can't afford to be dating if this is how much it costs have you ever had to pay for the whole day

And I actually, do you know what for them as well?

Yeah.

I actually broke up, not broke up.

I was sort of dating someone quite casually.

This is when we lived in Australia actually.

And I, yeah, it was like, I just, he was so, it's really interesting.

Now I reflect back on how I dealt with the situation.

Definitely could have done it better.

But basically I actually phased him out, which was immature.

And I wish I hadn't done that.

But then he asked me afterwards, hey, what happened?

Because she was really into that.

And I was like, yeah, I just felt like you were a bit weird with money.

But I didn't, which, terrible for me.

And I wish I could go back and redo this.