Ryan Garcia

It's not the right one.

Don't do it.

And to this day, I still don't know how I did it, to be honest.

What do you remember of that period?

Like that fight build up and then that day.

It's so weird because like when you're drinking all the time, the timelines become so mashed up.

Sometimes I think it's the other training camp I was in, like in Dallas.

So it's so weird.

But I remember that I was fueled with so much anger.

That's what it was.

I was so angry at the world and at people and how they seen me as a fighter and how they see me as a person, how even when I wasn't sword on sword crashing out, they still judged me like harshly on everything I do.

But other people, there's no judgment.

So it's like, dang, I feel like I'm getting targeted with it, you know?

with the ruling stick, and then I just crashed out.

And I was like, all right, you guys want to see a piece of shit?

I'll show you a real piece of shit.

I'll drink, I'll smoke, and I'll talk so much shit.

And I was just so angry.

I was angry at the boxing community because they never gave me my credit.

You know, I've been fighting since I was seven and I was looked at as some just bum that's going to just get his ass whipped by this guy.