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But can we try not to get in trouble today, please?

But can we try not to get in trouble today, please?

But can we try not to get in trouble today, please?

Every time I leave here, there's some headline.

Every time I leave here, there's some headline.

Every time I leave here, there's some headline.

I know because last time there were all these headlines and I was like, oh my God, what did I say?

I know because last time there were all these headlines and I was like, oh my God, what did I say?

I know because last time there were all these headlines and I was like, oh my God, what did I say?

I don't remember. To be fair, they picked up Nick's water fast.

I don't remember. To be fair, they picked up Nick's water fast.

I don't remember. To be fair, they picked up Nick's water fast.

In this one, yes.

In this one, yes.

In this one, yes.

I'm going to be on my best behavior.

I'm going to be on my best behavior.

I'm going to be on my best behavior.

I don't remember. I don't know, to be honest with you. I just remember being scared of doing your podcast for a while.

I don't remember. I don't know, to be honest with you. I just remember being scared of doing your podcast for a while.

I don't remember. I don't know, to be honest with you. I just remember being scared of doing your podcast for a while.

But I love when I run into you. It's not that. It was just, you know.

But I love when I run into you. It's not that. It was just, you know.

But I love when I run into you. It's not that. It was just, you know.

Anyways, it doesn't matter.

Anyways, it doesn't matter.

Anyways, it doesn't matter.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

I'm sorry. No, it's good to be back. I love seeing you. It's just, you know, podcasts can be scary.

I'm sorry. No, it's good to be back. I love seeing you. It's just, you know, podcasts can be scary.

I'm sorry. No, it's good to be back. I love seeing you. It's just, you know, podcasts can be scary.

Oh, Vanity Fair.

Oh, Vanity Fair.

Oh, Vanity Fair.

This is the one I just did.

This is the one I just did.

This is the one I just did.

I didn't pay them to say that, but it was very nice.

I didn't pay them to say that, but it was very nice.

I didn't pay them to say that, but it was very nice.

It was very sweet.

It was very sweet.

It was very sweet.

I don't think it... To be honest with you, it's by accident that it's all kind of worked out because I didn't pursue reality TV. So I've had people come up to me and be like, what should I do? But I don't think the same thing would work because I was always kind of fighting against it until I finally accepted it and then kind of dived in. So...

I don't think it... To be honest with you, it's by accident that it's all kind of worked out because I didn't pursue reality TV. So I've had people come up to me and be like, what should I do? But I don't think the same thing would work because I was always kind of fighting against it until I finally accepted it and then kind of dived in. So...

I don't think it... To be honest with you, it's by accident that it's all kind of worked out because I didn't pursue reality TV. So I've had people come up to me and be like, what should I do? But I don't think the same thing would work because I was always kind of fighting against it until I finally accepted it and then kind of dived in. So...

Because I thought Selling Sunset was going to be like a reality show about real estate and me like pursuing a new career. I fully thought it was a different show. So I think it worked because no one really knew what it was and it was completely something different. And so then we, you know, and now of course I know what it is, but yeah. Like, I don't know what the formula is.

Because I thought Selling Sunset was going to be like a reality show about real estate and me like pursuing a new career. I fully thought it was a different show. So I think it worked because no one really knew what it was and it was completely something different. And so then we, you know, and now of course I know what it is, but yeah. Like, I don't know what the formula is.

Because I thought Selling Sunset was going to be like a reality show about real estate and me like pursuing a new career. I fully thought it was a different show. So I think it worked because no one really knew what it was and it was completely something different. And so then we, you know, and now of course I know what it is, but yeah. Like, I don't know what the formula is.

Get a bunch of unsuspecting, naive people together. I think they're talking about real estate, but didn't share pieces of your life.

Get a bunch of unsuspecting, naive people together. I think they're talking about real estate, but didn't share pieces of your life.

Get a bunch of unsuspecting, naive people together. I think they're talking about real estate, but didn't share pieces of your life.

No, wait, I did do that one.

No, wait, I did do that one.

No, wait, I did do that one.

Oh my gosh, yes, sorry. Yes, you're right. Yes, I forget the actor's name. How did that turn out? It's called Staged Killer, and you can still watch it on Amazon.

Oh my gosh, yes, sorry. Yes, you're right. Yes, I forget the actor's name. How did that turn out? It's called Staged Killer, and you can still watch it on Amazon.

Oh my gosh, yes, sorry. Yes, you're right. Yes, I forget the actor's name. How did that turn out? It's called Staged Killer, and you can still watch it on Amazon.

Yes, or Hulu or one of those.

Yes, or Hulu or one of those.

Yes, or Hulu or one of those.

Four through six. Four through six.

Four through six. Four through six.

Four through six. Four through six.

You would have been the crazy person.

You would have been the crazy person.

You would have been the crazy person.

Are you fine doing that?

Are you fine doing that?

Are you fine doing that?

You really missed out on the blockbuster, Nick.

You really missed out on the blockbuster, Nick.

You really missed out on the blockbuster, Nick.

What's it called again? Stage Killer. Everyone's seen it. I'm kidding.

What's it called again? Stage Killer. Everyone's seen it. I'm kidding.

What's it called again? Stage Killer. Everyone's seen it. I'm kidding.

Oh, look at that.

Oh, look at that.

Oh, look at that.

That would have been you right there. That would have been me. I can see a little resemblance.

That would have been you right there. That would have been me. I can see a little resemblance.

That would have been you right there. That would have been me. I can see a little resemblance.

I don't think it was disrespectful. He was a lovely guy.

I don't think it was disrespectful. He was a lovely guy.

I don't think it was disrespectful. He was a lovely guy.

I know.

I know.

I know.

Yeah, actually. So I did a little cameo in a holiday movie this last holiday season for Netflix called Hot Frosty. It was very small.

Yeah, actually. So I did a little cameo in a holiday movie this last holiday season for Netflix called Hot Frosty. It was very small.

Yeah, actually. So I did a little cameo in a holiday movie this last holiday season for Netflix called Hot Frosty. It was very small.

No, I was just playing like a mom with this cute little girl. We were walking into the diner. It was very quick. You blink, you miss it. However, I've had some really great conversations since then, and we are working on doing something in a better, bigger capacity, which would be amazing. So we just have to get the schedules.

No, I was just playing like a mom with this cute little girl. We were walking into the diner. It was very quick. You blink, you miss it. However, I've had some really great conversations since then, and we are working on doing something in a better, bigger capacity, which would be amazing. So we just have to get the schedules.

No, I was just playing like a mom with this cute little girl. We were walking into the diner. It was very quick. You blink, you miss it. However, I've had some really great conversations since then, and we are working on doing something in a better, bigger capacity, which would be amazing. So we just have to get the schedules.

I do. I love holiday Christmas genre. I also love like horror. Okay. So those, oddly enough, are so opposites, but I love both and I'm pursuing both.

I do. I love holiday Christmas genre. I also love like horror. Okay. So those, oddly enough, are so opposites, but I love both and I'm pursuing both.

I do. I love holiday Christmas genre. I also love like horror. Okay. So those, oddly enough, are so opposites, but I love both and I'm pursuing both.

So, yeah. Sometimes the stuff I have, like one that came across was right when we were in the thick of selling Sunset, so I couldn't do it, but it would have been so fun. So it's just kind of trying to find the things that work with schedules, right? Yeah.

So, yeah. Sometimes the stuff I have, like one that came across was right when we were in the thick of selling Sunset, so I couldn't do it, but it would have been so fun. So it's just kind of trying to find the things that work with schedules, right? Yeah.

So, yeah. Sometimes the stuff I have, like one that came across was right when we were in the thick of selling Sunset, so I couldn't do it, but it would have been so fun. So it's just kind of trying to find the things that work with schedules, right? Yeah.

Yeah, we're filming season nine currently. It'll be out later this year. Yeah, I know this isn't a fun answer.

Yeah, we're filming season nine currently. It'll be out later this year. Yeah, I know this isn't a fun answer.

Yeah, we're filming season nine currently. It'll be out later this year. Yeah, I know this isn't a fun answer.

Addicted.

Addicted.

Addicted.

No, I mean, it has in the past.

No, I mean, it has in the past.

No, I mean, it has in the past.

It has in the past come out more than once a year, but I think we're kind of like on a... It switches up. I don't know. You're on a yearly basis now. Yes. So yes, we're filming season nine. Currently, it will be out later this year.

It has in the past come out more than once a year, but I think we're kind of like on a... It switches up. I don't know. You're on a yearly basis now. Yes. So yes, we're filming season nine. Currently, it will be out later this year.

It has in the past come out more than once a year, but I think we're kind of like on a... It switches up. I don't know. You're on a yearly basis now. Yes. So yes, we're filming season nine. Currently, it will be out later this year.

That really set that one season apart from all the others.

That really set that one season apart from all the others.

That really set that one season apart from all the others.

Oh shit.

Oh shit.

Oh shit.

Nicole.

Nicole.

Nicole.

And I'm like, she started, but yes, go ahead. Um,

And I'm like, she started, but yes, go ahead. Um,

And I'm like, she started, but yes, go ahead. Um,

And it was like, it's not surprising because it was like all this high maintenance.

And it was like, it's not surprising because it was like all this high maintenance.

And it was like, it's not surprising because it was like all this high maintenance.

It's because if you can't keep your story straight, imagine the worst place to go. Like the one thing I have to say you're really good at, like if a story started to be convoluted, you would have been asking. Exactly.

It's because if you can't keep your story straight, imagine the worst place to go. Like the one thing I have to say you're really good at, like if a story started to be convoluted, you would have been asking. Exactly.

It's because if you can't keep your story straight, imagine the worst place to go. Like the one thing I have to say you're really good at, like if a story started to be convoluted, you would have been asking. Exactly.

And so I am sad she didn't come because it would have been very entertaining to watch you easily deconstruct the lies, but that's why she didn't show up.

And so I am sad she didn't come because it would have been very entertaining to watch you easily deconstruct the lies, but that's why she didn't show up.

And so I am sad she didn't come because it would have been very entertaining to watch you easily deconstruct the lies, but that's why she didn't show up.

Is she on this season? A little bit. Okay. Do we have any new cast members? You know, with the show, I think they're always like trying to see what works and what doesn't. So it is sad for some people because they're like, oh, my gosh, a new cast member. But that doesn't mean that on our show. They just like let people come in. They see how it works.

Is she on this season? A little bit. Okay. Do we have any new cast members? You know, with the show, I think they're always like trying to see what works and what doesn't. So it is sad for some people because they're like, oh, my gosh, a new cast member. But that doesn't mean that on our show. They just like let people come in. They see how it works.

Is she on this season? A little bit. Okay. Do we have any new cast members? You know, with the show, I think they're always like trying to see what works and what doesn't. So it is sad for some people because they're like, oh, my gosh, a new cast member. But that doesn't mean that on our show. They just like let people come in. They see how it works.

So I never personally know, even though we filmed with some people, who's going to make the show. Right.

So I never personally know, even though we filmed with some people, who's going to make the show. Right.

So I never personally know, even though we filmed with some people, who's going to make the show. Right.

I always think this is going to be the last season.

I always think this is going to be the last season.

I always think this is going to be the last season.

I'm like, wow. It's a huge honor. It's flattering. But yes, I'm not going to lie. Nine seasons is a lot for a Netflix show. Just for a reality show in general.

I'm like, wow. It's a huge honor. It's flattering. But yes, I'm not going to lie. Nine seasons is a lot for a Netflix show. Just for a reality show in general.

I'm like, wow. It's a huge honor. It's flattering. But yes, I'm not going to lie. Nine seasons is a lot for a Netflix show. Just for a reality show in general.

I mean, they're selling houses.

I mean, they're selling houses.

I mean, they're selling houses.

Oh, they don't get, I'll give you a little nugget of information. They don't get a cut of our commission when we sell houses. So when people are always like, you don't really sell houses, right? I'm like, no, I'm not saying everyone does. They can choose to or not.

Oh, they don't get, I'll give you a little nugget of information. They don't get a cut of our commission when we sell houses. So when people are always like, you don't really sell houses, right? I'm like, no, I'm not saying everyone does. They can choose to or not.

Oh, they don't get, I'll give you a little nugget of information. They don't get a cut of our commission when we sell houses. So when people are always like, you don't really sell houses, right? I'm like, no, I'm not saying everyone does. They can choose to or not.

But I'm just saying it is amazing to be on a show about doing something where they actual, they can't get a cut of our commissions of the- Some of your houses, I mean- I know. So I'm just saying, why wouldn't you want to really use it for that, you know, purpose? Like, why would you purposely not want to make the most money you could while you're doing it?

But I'm just saying it is amazing to be on a show about doing something where they actual, they can't get a cut of our commissions of the- Some of your houses, I mean- I know. So I'm just saying, why wouldn't you want to really use it for that, you know, purpose? Like, why would you purposely not want to make the most money you could while you're doing it?

But I'm just saying it is amazing to be on a show about doing something where they actual, they can't get a cut of our commissions of the- Some of your houses, I mean- I know. So I'm just saying, why wouldn't you want to really use it for that, you know, purpose? Like, why would you purposely not want to make the most money you could while you're doing it?

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

Thank you. Thank you. Truly. I'm wearing better shoes than I was in here the first time I did your podcast.

Thank you. Thank you. Truly. I'm wearing better shoes than I was in here the first time I did your podcast.

Thank you. Thank you. Truly. I'm wearing better shoes than I was in here the first time I did your podcast.

Not today, but only because my foot is not narrow enough to pull those off.

Not today, but only because my foot is not narrow enough to pull those off.

Not today, but only because my foot is not narrow enough to pull those off.

Louboutins.

Louboutins.

Louboutins.

Oh. He kept going like, oh, the Louis Vuittons. I can understand that it is similar. And I remember.

Oh. He kept going like, oh, the Louis Vuittons. I can understand that it is similar. And I remember.

Oh. He kept going like, oh, the Louis Vuittons. I can understand that it is similar. And I remember.

Wow, that's great work right there.

Wow, that's great work right there.

Wow, that's great work right there.

So much fun.

So much fun.

So much fun.

I know. Let's just get out of the way. I know. I agree.

I know. Let's just get out of the way. I know. I agree.

I know. Let's just get out of the way. I know. I agree.

They take it very seriously.

They take it very seriously.

They take it very seriously.

Well, I just think, you know, I get it. The show is so fun to watch, but I just mean like there is a fandom out there that takes it very, very seriously. But I do think, you know, in the moment when we're filming it, everyone is the same. We're taking it very seriously. You're hoping once you leave the castle, you can kind of have some fun with it because it is a game at the end of the day.

Well, I just think, you know, I get it. The show is so fun to watch, but I just mean like there is a fandom out there that takes it very, very seriously. But I do think, you know, in the moment when we're filming it, everyone is the same. We're taking it very seriously. You're hoping once you leave the castle, you can kind of have some fun with it because it is a game at the end of the day.

Well, I just think, you know, I get it. The show is so fun to watch, but I just mean like there is a fandom out there that takes it very, very seriously. But I do think, you know, in the moment when we're filming it, everyone is the same. We're taking it very seriously. You're hoping once you leave the castle, you can kind of have some fun with it because it is a game at the end of the day.

But yes, I can look back at, you know, that was the worst moment of me on The Traitors was, you know, picking up the wrong vibes from Nikki. And I to this moment, I know she was homesick. So I picked up on that.

But yes, I can look back at, you know, that was the worst moment of me on The Traitors was, you know, picking up the wrong vibes from Nikki. And I to this moment, I know she was homesick. So I picked up on that.

But yes, I can look back at, you know, that was the worst moment of me on The Traitors was, you know, picking up the wrong vibes from Nikki. And I to this moment, I know she was homesick. So I picked up on that.

But if I could change one thing, I do think that mortally hurt my confidence in the game going forward, because then I was so afraid to be wrong because I did want to speak up at one point. And I decided not to because it was that moment. The last roundtable I was at, I had already talked to a couple people about Danielle.

But if I could change one thing, I do think that mortally hurt my confidence in the game going forward, because then I was so afraid to be wrong because I did want to speak up at one point. And I decided not to because it was that moment. The last roundtable I was at, I had already talked to a couple people about Danielle.

But if I could change one thing, I do think that mortally hurt my confidence in the game going forward, because then I was so afraid to be wrong because I did want to speak up at one point. And I decided not to because it was that moment. The last roundtable I was at, I had already talked to a couple people about Danielle.

And of course, now watching the show, I'm like, I picked the worst people I could have tried talking to about that. But at the roundtable, I was literally like, should I say something? Should I say something? Because it was all about Rob and Brittany. And I really didn't feel comfortable voting for either. And I'm just kicking myself. Of course, afterwards, could have, would have, should have.

And of course, now watching the show, I'm like, I picked the worst people I could have tried talking to about that. But at the roundtable, I was literally like, should I say something? Should I say something? Because it was all about Rob and Brittany. And I really didn't feel comfortable voting for either. And I'm just kicking myself. Of course, afterwards, could have, would have, should have.

And of course, now watching the show, I'm like, I picked the worst people I could have tried talking to about that. But at the roundtable, I was literally like, should I say something? Should I say something? Because it was all about Rob and Brittany. And I really didn't feel comfortable voting for either. And I'm just kicking myself. Of course, afterwards, could have, would have, should have.

I don't think she was pissed. I think, you know, in the moment she would obviously be hurt and I completely get that. But then she said once she got out of the castle, she was so excited to see her son and we're friends, you know, it's, you know, it's, I can see how it's easy.

I don't think she was pissed. I think, you know, in the moment she would obviously be hurt and I completely get that. But then she said once she got out of the castle, she was so excited to see her son and we're friends, you know, it's, you know, it's, I can see how it's easy.

I don't think she was pissed. I think, you know, in the moment she would obviously be hurt and I completely get that. But then she said once she got out of the castle, she was so excited to see her son and we're friends, you know, it's, you know, it's, I can see how it's easy.

And I think that was the thing where it felt like, again, like at the time, if you put your brain where my brain was at the time. So Bob the Drag Queen just got, you know, just left and was banished. And then I picked up that Nikki was admittedly homesick because, you know, she had a small boy at home at the time. So it's like that makes sense. But I tied the two together. Right. Bob's left.

And I think that was the thing where it felt like, again, like at the time, if you put your brain where my brain was at the time. So Bob the Drag Queen just got, you know, just left and was banished. And then I picked up that Nikki was admittedly homesick because, you know, she had a small boy at home at the time. So it's like that makes sense. But I tied the two together. Right. Bob's left.

And I think that was the thing where it felt like, again, like at the time, if you put your brain where my brain was at the time. So Bob the Drag Queen just got, you know, just left and was banished. And then I picked up that Nikki was admittedly homesick because, you know, she had a small boy at home at the time. So it's like that makes sense. But I tied the two together. Right. Bob's left.

It must be so much harder for her to do it without him because they were so close. And then I picked up that. Then that's why when I saw her make that face. Anyway, let's just... That was a shitty play. I picked up on the wrong thing. But listen, there's a lot of times people do the same thing, but they don't get as much heat about it.

It must be so much harder for her to do it without him because they were so close. And then I picked up that. Then that's why when I saw her make that face. Anyway, let's just... That was a shitty play. I picked up on the wrong thing. But listen, there's a lot of times people do the same thing, but they don't get as much heat about it.

It must be so much harder for her to do it without him because they were so close. And then I picked up that. Then that's why when I saw her make that face. Anyway, let's just... That was a shitty play. I picked up on the wrong thing. But listen, there's a lot of times people do the same thing, but they don't get as much heat about it.

Exactly. But Dylan is like this hot, very likable guy. It's a lot easier to like... Listen, it's just the way the world is.

Exactly. But Dylan is like this hot, very likable guy. It's a lot easier to like... Listen, it's just the way the world is.

Exactly. But Dylan is like this hot, very likable guy. It's a lot easier to like... Listen, it's just the way the world is.

I love her. I love Nikki. I think she's such a badass. That was obviously, I will never hear the end of it. And happily, the first person to constantly say like, God, I messed that one up. It was hard for me to watch that.

I love her. I love Nikki. I think she's such a badass. That was obviously, I will never hear the end of it. And happily, the first person to constantly say like, God, I messed that one up. It was hard for me to watch that.

I love her. I love Nikki. I think she's such a badass. That was obviously, I will never hear the end of it. And happily, the first person to constantly say like, God, I messed that one up. It was hard for me to watch that.

Yeah, I know. It does make for entertaining television.

Yeah, I know. It does make for entertaining television.

Yeah, I know. It does make for entertaining television.

I mean, to be honest with you, I think that in the game it was real because I felt like he tried to get me out of the castle from a personal... I had an off-camera conversation with him because I wasn't sure if he knew about the connection or not. And then when we were on camera... And right as soon as we left, he started telling everyone I was a traitor.

I mean, to be honest with you, I think that in the game it was real because I felt like he tried to get me out of the castle from a personal... I had an off-camera conversation with him because I wasn't sure if he knew about the connection or not. And then when we were on camera... And right as soon as we left, he started telling everyone I was a traitor.

I mean, to be honest with you, I think that in the game it was real because I felt like he tried to get me out of the castle from a personal... I had an off-camera conversation with him because I wasn't sure if he knew about the connection or not. And then when we were on camera... And right as soon as we left, he started telling everyone I was a traitor.

So I thought he used a moment where we're not supposed to talk about game. I told him that, and he used it against me in the game.

So I thought he used a moment where we're not supposed to talk about game. I told him that, and he used it against me in the game.

So I thought he used a moment where we're not supposed to talk about game. I told him that, and he used it against me in the game.

Just transparently, just kind of letting you know. I mean, I love her, but it's not like we're calling each other best friends or anything like that. It kind of came up in conversation.

Just transparently, just kind of letting you know. I mean, I love her, but it's not like we're calling each other best friends or anything like that. It kind of came up in conversation.

Just transparently, just kind of letting you know. I mean, I love her, but it's not like we're calling each other best friends or anything like that. It kind of came up in conversation.

And and because I knew that I didn't actually like do anything for him to like have picked up on. It just felt like, oh, OK, he took this one second conversation I had off camera where the one thing is you can't speak game. So I thought, oh, I really didn't think that was going to factor into anything. But.

And and because I knew that I didn't actually like do anything for him to like have picked up on. It just felt like, oh, OK, he took this one second conversation I had off camera where the one thing is you can't speak game. So I thought, oh, I really didn't think that was going to factor into anything. But.

And and because I knew that I didn't actually like do anything for him to like have picked up on. It just felt like, oh, OK, he took this one second conversation I had off camera where the one thing is you can't speak game. So I thought, oh, I really didn't think that was going to factor into anything. But.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Yeah. And the traders hadn't even been chosen yet. So it was a little more lax about, you know, you know, we're literally, I think, miking up or something.

Yeah. And the traders hadn't even been chosen yet. So it was a little more lax about, you know, you know, we're literally, I think, miking up or something.

Yeah. And the traders hadn't even been chosen yet. So it was a little more lax about, you know, you know, we're literally, I think, miking up or something.

Like it wasn't it really wasn't supposed to be like something that I thought went any further than that. I thought it was more like, hey, like, I hope this isn't awkward because I wasn't sure if if he knew that or not. And then again, so long story short, in the castle, then I felt like he made it personal. So as soon as now we're out of the castle, it's like, you know, it is what it is.

Like it wasn't it really wasn't supposed to be like something that I thought went any further than that. I thought it was more like, hey, like, I hope this isn't awkward because I wasn't sure if if he knew that or not. And then again, so long story short, in the castle, then I felt like he made it personal. So as soon as now we're out of the castle, it's like, you know, it is what it is.

Like it wasn't it really wasn't supposed to be like something that I thought went any further than that. I thought it was more like, hey, like, I hope this isn't awkward because I wasn't sure if if he knew that or not. And then again, so long story short, in the castle, then I felt like he made it personal. So as soon as now we're out of the castle, it's like, you know, it is what it is.

I don't really care.

I don't really care.

I don't really care.

I don't when you say get to know him Tom only speaks about himself yeah so yes I heard him speak about himself a lot being in the same room with him okay is he always sweaty In the castle, which was very cold. Yes.

I don't when you say get to know him Tom only speaks about himself yeah so yes I heard him speak about himself a lot being in the same room with him okay is he always sweaty In the castle, which was very cold. Yes.

I don't when you say get to know him Tom only speaks about himself yeah so yes I heard him speak about himself a lot being in the same room with him okay is he always sweaty In the castle, which was very cold. Yes.

Yeah, I think it was the same thing. I think that there was, you know, there's a group of girls, if you can tell from watching the show, like it really did feel like, you know, there's a lot of girls, girls in that castle. So we were a little standoffish with Sam at first, you know, because I was part of the free Britney movement. Yeah.

Yeah, I think it was the same thing. I think that there was, you know, there's a group of girls, if you can tell from watching the show, like it really did feel like, you know, there's a lot of girls, girls in that castle. So we were a little standoffish with Sam at first, you know, because I was part of the free Britney movement. Yeah.

Yeah, I think it was the same thing. I think that there was, you know, there's a group of girls, if you can tell from watching the show, like it really did feel like, you know, there's a lot of girls, girls in that castle. So we were a little standoffish with Sam at first, you know, because I was part of the free Britney movement. Yeah.

But that being said, you also don't know like anything about what you know, this is all just like headline stuff. You don't know what's real, what isn't. And then the when I actually worked a challenge with him, we were moving our heads up and down the thing.

But that being said, you also don't know like anything about what you know, this is all just like headline stuff. You don't know what's real, what isn't. And then the when I actually worked a challenge with him, we were moving our heads up and down the thing.

But that being said, you also don't know like anything about what you know, this is all just like headline stuff. You don't know what's real, what isn't. And then the when I actually worked a challenge with him, we were moving our heads up and down the thing.

He helped me in that moment and was just very lovely and was selfless and not not trying to get his up there and just like was helping other people. So that was the first time I clocked like, oh, that was really sweet. That was really lovely. So he kind of kept to himself, but we didn't, you know, I think Ion was very funny before she left.

He helped me in that moment and was just very lovely and was selfless and not not trying to get his up there and just like was helping other people. So that was the first time I clocked like, oh, that was really sweet. That was really lovely. So he kind of kept to himself, but we didn't, you know, I think Ion was very funny before she left.

He helped me in that moment and was just very lovely and was selfless and not not trying to get his up there and just like was helping other people. So that was the first time I clocked like, oh, that was really sweet. That was really lovely. So he kind of kept to himself, but we didn't, you know, I think Ion was very funny before she left.

She was like trying to get the tea and kept asking him questions.

She was like trying to get the tea and kept asking him questions.

She was like trying to get the tea and kept asking him questions.

But yeah, I don't, I mean, it's not like we, you know, we spend a lot of time together outside of what it is.

But yeah, I don't, I mean, it's not like we, you know, we spend a lot of time together outside of what it is.

But yeah, I don't, I mean, it's not like we, you know, we spend a lot of time together outside of what it is.

But he seemed, you know, love, very lovely, but also just kind of reserved.

But he seemed, you know, love, very lovely, but also just kind of reserved.

But he seemed, you know, love, very lovely, but also just kind of reserved.

I understand the critique because I think, you know, going into it, your goal is to prove that you're a faithful, but you almost can't overdo it because then you'll be up for murder. So again, I did it too late, but I should have implemented my plan a night before where I was going to let it leak that I actually was an actor.

I understand the critique because I think, you know, going into it, your goal is to prove that you're a faithful, but you almost can't overdo it because then you'll be up for murder. So again, I did it too late, but I should have implemented my plan a night before where I was going to let it leak that I actually was an actor.

I understand the critique because I think, you know, going into it, your goal is to prove that you're a faithful, but you almost can't overdo it because then you'll be up for murder. So again, I did it too late, but I should have implemented my plan a night before where I was going to let it leak that I actually was an actor.

And then act like I didn't want people to know that so that it kind of like made a couple of flags go up. Because basically, if you're seen as a full faithful, you're you know, you almost have to constantly be gauging your your game. So it's it's just one of those things. Yes, I do think I was too faithful. I feel like everybody kind of knew that I was. And that's not a good thing in that game.

And then act like I didn't want people to know that so that it kind of like made a couple of flags go up. Because basically, if you're seen as a full faithful, you're you know, you almost have to constantly be gauging your your game. So it's it's just one of those things. Yes, I do think I was too faithful. I feel like everybody kind of knew that I was. And that's not a good thing in that game.

And then act like I didn't want people to know that so that it kind of like made a couple of flags go up. Because basically, if you're seen as a full faithful, you're you know, you almost have to constantly be gauging your your game. So it's it's just one of those things. Yes, I do think I was too faithful. I feel like everybody kind of knew that I was. And that's not a good thing in that game.

And that's very sweet. I don't think I came across that smart this season. They cut a couple of the times. I'm like, come on guys, can you leave that in? I was definitely saying Daniel's name.

And that's very sweet. I don't think I came across that smart this season. They cut a couple of the times. I'm like, come on guys, can you leave that in? I was definitely saying Daniel's name.

And that's very sweet. I don't think I came across that smart this season. They cut a couple of the times. I'm like, come on guys, can you leave that in? I was definitely saying Daniel's name.

I think because in that very beginning, I had Tony and Tom kind of saying my name. And so from the start, I really felt like out the gate, I had to prove myself as a faithful person. So I think what I did was, now there was one player that was going around swearing on our grandkids. I didn't do that. I don't think that makes for great gameplay. They cut it out. Dang it. Yeah.

I think because in that very beginning, I had Tony and Tom kind of saying my name. And so from the start, I really felt like out the gate, I had to prove myself as a faithful person. So I think what I did was, now there was one player that was going around swearing on our grandkids. I didn't do that. I don't think that makes for great gameplay. They cut it out. Dang it. Yeah.

I think because in that very beginning, I had Tony and Tom kind of saying my name. And so from the start, I really felt like out the gate, I had to prove myself as a faithful person. So I think what I did was, now there was one player that was going around swearing on our grandkids. I didn't do that. I don't think that makes for great gameplay. They cut it out. Dang it. Yeah.

Because it's like... Sierra, yeah. Yes, but I did, you know, I think... That's crazy, by the way. Just give... If you're... I think it's a couple things, but I think if you're an open person, and then also you're backing it up with your real feelings. Because sometimes people would give false feelings, but you're feeling like they're... not giving you the truth, even if they are faithful.

Because it's like... Sierra, yeah. Yes, but I did, you know, I think... That's crazy, by the way. Just give... If you're... I think it's a couple things, but I think if you're an open person, and then also you're backing it up with your real feelings. Because sometimes people would give false feelings, but you're feeling like they're... not giving you the truth, even if they are faithful.

Because it's like... Sierra, yeah. Yes, but I did, you know, I think... That's crazy, by the way. Just give... If you're... I think it's a couple things, but I think if you're an open person, and then also you're backing it up with your real feelings. Because sometimes people would give false feelings, but you're feeling like they're... not giving you the truth, even if they are faithful.

Like there were times I can look back at conversations and be like, I can tell they were being guarded with me, but I just like tried not to have a guard up with anyone. I should have done a little more because I was a little too faithful.

Like there were times I can look back at conversations and be like, I can tell they were being guarded with me, but I just like tried not to have a guard up with anyone. I should have done a little more because I was a little too faithful.

Like there were times I can look back at conversations and be like, I can tell they were being guarded with me, but I just like tried not to have a guard up with anyone. I should have done a little more because I was a little too faithful.

Yeah, like I feel like if you if you're guarded and people are sensing that you're guarded, you can be a guarded faithful. But I because I was so from the very beginning trying to prove that I was a faithful, I went unguarded because I was like, oh, my God, I'm going to get I don't want to go first. And so I just went fully unguarded. And I think in doing that, it really made my case.

Yeah, like I feel like if you if you're guarded and people are sensing that you're guarded, you can be a guarded faithful. But I because I was so from the very beginning trying to prove that I was a faithful, I went unguarded because I was like, oh, my God, I'm going to get I don't want to go first. And so I just went fully unguarded. And I think in doing that, it really made my case.

Yeah, like I feel like if you if you're guarded and people are sensing that you're guarded, you can be a guarded faithful. But I because I was so from the very beginning trying to prove that I was a faithful, I went unguarded because I was like, oh, my God, I'm going to get I don't want to go first. And so I just went fully unguarded. And I think in doing that, it really made my case.

But then it made it harder to last past a certain point.

But then it made it harder to last past a certain point.

But then it made it harder to last past a certain point.

Mafia?

Mafia?

Mafia?

I did watch like the other seasons. I love the show. But other than that, I didn't really do any.

I did watch like the other seasons. I love the show. But other than that, I didn't really do any.

I did watch like the other seasons. I love the show. But other than that, I didn't really do any.

I love Rob. I had just watched Deal or No Deal Island. I haven't seen his Survivor seasons, but I knew that he was going to be a player I didn't want to play against. So I was like, listen, if we get to a certain point and I need to think about this harder, I know he's not someone you can trust. But right now... I don't want to play against him.

I love Rob. I had just watched Deal or No Deal Island. I haven't seen his Survivor seasons, but I knew that he was going to be a player I didn't want to play against. So I was like, listen, if we get to a certain point and I need to think about this harder, I know he's not someone you can trust. But right now... I don't want to play against him.

I love Rob. I had just watched Deal or No Deal Island. I haven't seen his Survivor seasons, but I knew that he was going to be a player I didn't want to play against. So I was like, listen, if we get to a certain point and I need to think about this harder, I know he's not someone you can trust. But right now... I don't want to play against him.

And I liked feeling like, you know, I was in, I don't know, like, to be honest with you, it feels like a little bit of a nerd, like playing with Rob, because I was like, felt like it was like fun to, I don't know. That's where I'm not a good gamer.

And I liked feeling like, you know, I was in, I don't know, like, to be honest with you, it feels like a little bit of a nerd, like playing with Rob, because I was like, felt like it was like fun to, I don't know. That's where I'm not a good gamer.

And I liked feeling like, you know, I was in, I don't know, like, to be honest with you, it feels like a little bit of a nerd, like playing with Rob, because I was like, felt like it was like fun to, I don't know. That's where I'm not a good gamer.

For sure. I mean, obviously, you have to. But that last day when we were doing Bug Challenge, it was the longest we're out of the castle and we're together in that car. Me, Sierra, Dolores, and Rob. So everybody else is away from Rob. Imagine, he's the kind of player, the closer proximity you are to him... the harder it would be to, you know, to not believe him.

For sure. I mean, obviously, you have to. But that last day when we were doing Bug Challenge, it was the longest we're out of the castle and we're together in that car. Me, Sierra, Dolores, and Rob. So everybody else is away from Rob. Imagine, he's the kind of player, the closer proximity you are to him... the harder it would be to, you know, to not believe him.

For sure. I mean, obviously, you have to. But that last day when we were doing Bug Challenge, it was the longest we're out of the castle and we're together in that car. Me, Sierra, Dolores, and Rob. So everybody else is away from Rob. Imagine, he's the kind of player, the closer proximity you are to him... the harder it would be to, you know, to not believe him.

It just kind of felt like, oh, like, think about it. Ciara and Dolores, none of them voted for him that day. No. So I'm just saying, like, with a little separation, I would have been able to be like, okay.

It just kind of felt like, oh, like, think about it. Ciara and Dolores, none of them voted for him that day. No. So I'm just saying, like, with a little separation, I would have been able to be like, okay.

It just kind of felt like, oh, like, think about it. Ciara and Dolores, none of them voted for him that day. No. So I'm just saying, like, with a little separation, I would have been able to be like, okay.

And I think, to be honest with you, I was going to so use my real personality, which is I want to believe Rob is a faithful and I really do like him. And then I felt like, you know, if for any reason I end up at the end, of course, I will have to reevaluate this relationship. But I think right now, like, let's not look too... let's not go pulling up every single surface. Let's just leave it.

And I think, to be honest with you, I was going to so use my real personality, which is I want to believe Rob is a faithful and I really do like him. And then I felt like, you know, if for any reason I end up at the end, of course, I will have to reevaluate this relationship. But I think right now, like, let's not look too... let's not go pulling up every single surface. Let's just leave it.

And I think, to be honest with you, I was going to so use my real personality, which is I want to believe Rob is a faithful and I really do like him. And then I felt like, you know, if for any reason I end up at the end, of course, I will have to reevaluate this relationship. But I think right now, like, let's not look too... let's not go pulling up every single surface. Let's just leave it.

I don't know. So I really, it's hard to say. It's not like I knew for sure. I didn't, but I thought, you know, he's Rob. So there's a possibility.

I don't know. So I really, it's hard to say. It's not like I knew for sure. I didn't, but I thought, you know, he's Rob. So there's a possibility.

I don't know. So I really, it's hard to say. It's not like I knew for sure. I didn't, but I thought, you know, he's Rob. So there's a possibility.

No, no. I just kind of like.

No, no. I just kind of like.

No, no. I just kind of like.

They give you like a mood board. Really? Yeah. And then I just went shopping. So you did all of your styling yourself? Yes. Good for you.

They give you like a mood board. Really? Yeah. And then I just went shopping. So you did all of your styling yourself? Yes. Good for you.

They give you like a mood board. Really? Yeah. And then I just went shopping. So you did all of your styling yourself? Yes. Good for you.

Oh, actually, I take that back. So I brought a red... They said bring a red dress and something black. And so I brought a red dress, but I didn't know it was like... Obviously, I didn't know it was to go outside and do bugs in. And it was really cold that day, so they gave me the red dress. Because mine was like... It's hard to explain, but it was a crochet. It was a very selling sunset red dress.

Oh, actually, I take that back. So I brought a red... They said bring a red dress and something black. And so I brought a red dress, but I didn't know it was like... Obviously, I didn't know it was to go outside and do bugs in. And it was really cold that day, so they gave me the red dress. Because mine was like... It's hard to explain, but it was a crochet. It was a very selling sunset red dress.

Oh, actually, I take that back. So I brought a red... They said bring a red dress and something black. And so I brought a red dress, but I didn't know it was like... Obviously, I didn't know it was to go outside and do bugs in. And it was really cold that day, so they gave me the red dress. Because mine was like... It's hard to explain, but it was a crochet. It was a very selling sunset red dress.

I was going to say, bugs were going everywhere. It was, yes.

I was going to say, bugs were going everywhere. It was, yes.

I was going to say, bugs were going everywhere. It was, yes.

When you're in it, you're sad. You know, it's the same with Dancing with the Stars. Like, you're so in it. You're so, like, in this bubble. And then the second you're actually out of it, you're like, oh, okay, I can get back to my life. I want to have my phone. I had a traumatic death, which I loved. So in the moment, you really are sad, but then...

When you're in it, you're sad. You know, it's the same with Dancing with the Stars. Like, you're so in it. You're so, like, in this bubble. And then the second you're actually out of it, you're like, oh, okay, I can get back to my life. I want to have my phone. I had a traumatic death, which I loved. So in the moment, you really are sad, but then...

When you're in it, you're sad. You know, it's the same with Dancing with the Stars. Like, you're so in it. You're so, like, in this bubble. And then the second you're actually out of it, you're like, oh, okay, I can get back to my life. I want to have my phone. I had a traumatic death, which I loved. So in the moment, you really are sad, but then...

But it's that same bubble feeling where it's like you are so immersed in it where you really are just like thinking of everything you wish you'd done and oh my God, why didn't I bring that up? And anyway, but then cut to 24 hours later, you're like, oh, have fun you guys.

But it's that same bubble feeling where it's like you are so immersed in it where you really are just like thinking of everything you wish you'd done and oh my God, why didn't I bring that up? And anyway, but then cut to 24 hours later, you're like, oh, have fun you guys.

But it's that same bubble feeling where it's like you are so immersed in it where you really are just like thinking of everything you wish you'd done and oh my God, why didn't I bring that up? And anyway, but then cut to 24 hours later, you're like, oh, have fun you guys.

So good. Actually, they're a little recovering from yesterday. They were a little sick, but good.

So good. Actually, they're a little recovering from yesterday. They were a little sick, but good.

So good. Actually, they're a little recovering from yesterday. They were a little sick, but good.

say that like no one suspects her at all which tells me like i think that she's actually playing like a really good game clearly yeah but what was she doing like what so i think because in the castle um you know she was coming across so vulnerable to the game like there was a couple times where i remember once she said at the round table like that she kind of spoke up that day that she had that thing with danielle and like wasn't feeling like

say that like no one suspects her at all which tells me like i think that she's actually playing like a really good game clearly yeah but what was she doing like what so i think because in the castle um you know she was coming across so vulnerable to the game like there was a couple times where i remember once she said at the round table like that she kind of spoke up that day that she had that thing with danielle and like wasn't feeling like

say that like no one suspects her at all which tells me like i think that she's actually playing like a really good game clearly yeah but what was she doing like what so i think because in the castle um you know she was coming across so vulnerable to the game like there was a couple times where i remember once she said at the round table like that she kind of spoke up that day that she had that thing with danielle and like wasn't feeling like

You know, people were listening to her. I went to find her after just to kind of, you know, give her a hug and make sure she was OK. And I couldn't find her. And then we're later in a holding thing before we go. And I just, you know, that's when we're not supposed to talk. And I was like, oh, I was looking for you. I hope you're OK.

You know, people were listening to her. I went to find her after just to kind of, you know, give her a hug and make sure she was OK. And I couldn't find her. And then we're later in a holding thing before we go. And I just, you know, that's when we're not supposed to talk. And I was like, oh, I was looking for you. I hope you're OK.

You know, people were listening to her. I went to find her after just to kind of, you know, give her a hug and make sure she was OK. And I couldn't find her. And then we're later in a holding thing before we go. And I just, you know, that's when we're not supposed to talk. And I was like, oh, I was looking for you. I hope you're OK.

And then she just said, like, now I know she was a traitor and she was being pulled for interview. And I'm an idiot. But anyway, in the moment, I just wanted to make sure she was all right. And then she just said, oh, I told them I need breaks. Like, I can't mentally.

And then she just said, like, now I know she was a traitor and she was being pulled for interview. And I'm an idiot. But anyway, in the moment, I just wanted to make sure she was all right. And then she just said, oh, I told them I need breaks. Like, I can't mentally.

And then she just said, like, now I know she was a traitor and she was being pulled for interview. And I'm an idiot. But anyway, in the moment, I just wanted to make sure she was all right. And then she just said, oh, I told them I need breaks. Like, I can't mentally.

take all of this like I need breaks so that sat in my head of like you know her being like a vulnerable player and it is a lot and now of course that was part of the game she was gaming me right in that moment that I was trying to make sure she was okay is there any like it is a game right but the game is to be deceitful in line like that was smart did it make does it make you feel any kind of way about realizing these people so successfully lied to you

take all of this like I need breaks so that sat in my head of like you know her being like a vulnerable player and it is a lot and now of course that was part of the game she was gaming me right in that moment that I was trying to make sure she was okay is there any like it is a game right but the game is to be deceitful in line like that was smart did it make does it make you feel any kind of way about realizing these people so successfully lied to you

take all of this like I need breaks so that sat in my head of like you know her being like a vulnerable player and it is a lot and now of course that was part of the game she was gaming me right in that moment that I was trying to make sure she was okay is there any like it is a game right but the game is to be deceitful in line like that was smart did it make does it make you feel any kind of way about realizing these people so successfully lied to you

I think that it's the name of the game. We've signed up for it. Yes. Can some gameplay be a little like eye roll worthy? Like, You know, like personally, I think swearing on certain things or doing certain things. But that being said, I've also seen the gamers game on, you know, things like Survivor or whatever, that one famous storyline about his grandma. So it's like... What's that?

I think that it's the name of the game. We've signed up for it. Yes. Can some gameplay be a little like eye roll worthy? Like, You know, like personally, I think swearing on certain things or doing certain things. But that being said, I've also seen the gamers game on, you know, things like Survivor or whatever, that one famous storyline about his grandma. So it's like... What's that?

I think that it's the name of the game. We've signed up for it. Yes. Can some gameplay be a little like eye roll worthy? Like, You know, like personally, I think swearing on certain things or doing certain things. But that being said, I've also seen the gamers game on, you know, things like Survivor or whatever, that one famous storyline about his grandma. So it's like... What's that?

Oh, there's this famous Survivor player that like told everyone about his grandma dying. It was all a lie. And it was all a lie. And it was like a big... Johnny Fairplay, that's his name. Whew.

Oh, there's this famous Survivor player that like told everyone about his grandma dying. It was all a lie. And it was all a lie. And it was like a big... Johnny Fairplay, that's his name. Whew.

Oh, there's this famous Survivor player that like told everyone about his grandma dying. It was all a lie. And it was all a lie. And it was like a big... Johnny Fairplay, that's his name. Whew.

It's like, it's, it's, you know, like I'm, I think the non gamers don't respect it as much because it's like, Oh my God, can someone check on those grandkids? Okay.

It's like, it's, it's, you know, like I'm, I think the non gamers don't respect it as much because it's like, Oh my God, can someone check on those grandkids? Okay.

It's like, it's, it's, you know, like I'm, I think the non gamers don't respect it as much because it's like, Oh my God, can someone check on those grandkids? Okay.

In the house, Danielle started that with a group of us. And it did kind of get her further in the game than because, you know, with the non-gamers.

In the house, Danielle started that with a group of us. And it did kind of get her further in the game than because, you know, with the non-gamers.

In the house, Danielle started that with a group of us. And it did kind of get her further in the game than because, you know, with the non-gamers.

And she had us go around in a circle. Of course, this is all cut. And I think to the non-gamers that stuck with us.

And she had us go around in a circle. Of course, this is all cut. And I think to the non-gamers that stuck with us.

And she had us go around in a circle. Of course, this is all cut. And I think to the non-gamers that stuck with us.

You know, like a Dolores and me, you know, and so when it was like started to get too far from my brain, Dolores was one of the ones I talked to. But that really, you know, Dolores was like, nobody would do that. Yeah. You know, and so anyway, but but because they cut the whole storyline, they end up cutting my moments where I feel like I'm on to something because they cut the whole storyline.

You know, like a Dolores and me, you know, and so when it was like started to get too far from my brain, Dolores was one of the ones I talked to. But that really, you know, Dolores was like, nobody would do that. Yeah. You know, and so anyway, but but because they cut the whole storyline, they end up cutting my moments where I feel like I'm on to something because they cut the whole storyline.

You know, like a Dolores and me, you know, and so when it was like started to get too far from my brain, Dolores was one of the ones I talked to. But that really, you know, Dolores was like, nobody would do that. Yeah. You know, and so anyway, but but because they cut the whole storyline, they end up cutting my moments where I feel like I'm on to something because they cut the whole storyline.

So when I really am talking to people about Danielle, that's the main thing we're talking about. So the whole thing is cut anyway. I'm hoping Dolores steps up for you. That's some evil shit. But I think it will come out at the reunion. Who knows what they'll cover, but I know Carolyn said as well she's bringing it up.

So when I really am talking to people about Danielle, that's the main thing we're talking about. So the whole thing is cut anyway. I'm hoping Dolores steps up for you. That's some evil shit. But I think it will come out at the reunion. Who knows what they'll cover, but I know Carolyn said as well she's bringing it up.

So when I really am talking to people about Danielle, that's the main thing we're talking about. So the whole thing is cut anyway. I'm hoping Dolores steps up for you. That's some evil shit. But I think it will come out at the reunion. Who knows what they'll cover, but I know Carolyn said as well she's bringing it up.

no fuck that I'm not doing that we all did it was a group of four of us we all went around we swore on what was the most important to us and yeah and it you'll never see it because they cut it but it did happen was this earlier in the game yeah so with that

no fuck that I'm not doing that we all did it was a group of four of us we all went around we swore on what was the most important to us and yeah and it you'll never see it because they cut it but it did happen was this earlier in the game yeah so with that

no fuck that I'm not doing that we all did it was a group of four of us we all went around we swore on what was the most important to us and yeah and it you'll never see it because they cut it but it did happen was this earlier in the game yeah so with that

Yes, I was sitting next to Sierra. And actually, even in that episode, it says, okay, there's red flags. There are flags going up in the red. So they gave me one ounce. But yes, even Sierra and I had a moment where we're both like, what is going on right now? Yeah.

Yes, I was sitting next to Sierra. And actually, even in that episode, it says, okay, there's red flags. There are flags going up in the red. So they gave me one ounce. But yes, even Sierra and I had a moment where we're both like, what is going on right now? Yeah.

Yes, I was sitting next to Sierra. And actually, even in that episode, it says, okay, there's red flags. There are flags going up in the red. So they gave me one ounce. But yes, even Sierra and I had a moment where we're both like, what is going on right now? Yeah.

From that moment and then the moment, you know, as I'm kind of consoling her when Derek doesn't come to breakfast, I'm like, you know, I'm from soap. So, you know, there was no tears and the fake acting. I was just like, oh, this isn't doesn't seem right to me. So anyway. I'm just mad. I can only be mad at myself because I really wanted to bring it up at that roundtable and I was just chicken.

From that moment and then the moment, you know, as I'm kind of consoling her when Derek doesn't come to breakfast, I'm like, you know, I'm from soap. So, you know, there was no tears and the fake acting. I was just like, oh, this isn't doesn't seem right to me. So anyway. I'm just mad. I can only be mad at myself because I really wanted to bring it up at that roundtable and I was just chicken.

From that moment and then the moment, you know, as I'm kind of consoling her when Derek doesn't come to breakfast, I'm like, you know, I'm from soap. So, you know, there was no tears and the fake acting. I was just like, oh, this isn't doesn't seem right to me. So anyway. I'm just mad. I can only be mad at myself because I really wanted to bring it up at that roundtable and I was just chicken.

I think, you know, when you're not a gamer, you double question everything. And I, yeah, I wasn't like a super bold player and it hinders you. You have to just go for it and you might get killed for it and you got to try it.

I think, you know, when you're not a gamer, you double question everything. And I, yeah, I wasn't like a super bold player and it hinders you. You have to just go for it and you might get killed for it and you got to try it.

I think, you know, when you're not a gamer, you double question everything. And I, yeah, I wasn't like a super bold player and it hinders you. You have to just go for it and you might get killed for it and you got to try it.

I think it's way easier to show up for traders because it's a game. Right. So even like in these moments where I'm saying, you know, but it's a conversation and some people may respect it and some people may not. But at the end of the day, everyone signed up for a game. Right.

I think it's way easier to show up for traders because it's a game. Right. So even like in these moments where I'm saying, you know, but it's a conversation and some people may respect it and some people may not. But at the end of the day, everyone signed up for a game. Right.

I think it's way easier to show up for traders because it's a game. Right. So even like in these moments where I'm saying, you know, but it's a conversation and some people may respect it and some people may not. But at the end of the day, everyone signed up for a game. Right.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's like people sometimes coming after your family in real life. And I'm sure the housewives would say the same thing, where it's like, you know, in the castle, it's like, well, all's fair and, you know, whatever.

It's like people sometimes coming after your family in real life. And I'm sure the housewives would say the same thing, where it's like, you know, in the castle, it's like, well, all's fair and, you know, whatever.

It's like people sometimes coming after your family in real life. And I'm sure the housewives would say the same thing, where it's like, you know, in the castle, it's like, well, all's fair and, you know, whatever.

Yes, like we may rip each other.

Yes, like we may rip each other.

Yes, like we may rip each other.

accusing other people of like crazy rumors or anything like that where it's like oh okay they said this like let me talk to a vlogger and they said yeah so traitors is i like because it's like under the guise of like even the people that like i didn't have you know like when you said tom sandoval it's like if i see him it's like not like i i'm like oh my god i hate you

accusing other people of like crazy rumors or anything like that where it's like oh okay they said this like let me talk to a vlogger and they said yeah so traitors is i like because it's like under the guise of like even the people that like i didn't have you know like when you said tom sandoval it's like if i see him it's like not like i i'm like oh my god i hate you

accusing other people of like crazy rumors or anything like that where it's like oh okay they said this like let me talk to a vlogger and they said yeah so traitors is i like because it's like under the guise of like even the people that like i didn't have you know like when you said tom sandoval it's like if i see him it's like not like i i'm like oh my god i hate you

I don't actually care that much. Do you know what I mean?

I don't actually care that much. Do you know what I mean?

I don't actually care that much. Do you know what I mean?

It has gotten very personal where it's like, oh, this person can't be in the room at the same time as this person.

It has gotten very personal where it's like, oh, this person can't be in the room at the same time as this person.

It has gotten very personal where it's like, oh, this person can't be in the room at the same time as this person.

With our current cast?

With our current cast?

With our current cast?

Yay!

Yay!

Yay!

There's just been some shakeups.

There's just been some shakeups.

There's just been some shakeups.

Um, no, actually, Emma would hate it because Emma would hate being away from home off her phone, like immersed in this thing. It would have to be somebody that's like down to kind of get in there. And there's a lot of things that aren't glamorous about the. No, Jason. Oh, my God. Absolutely not. The worst of the worst.

Um, no, actually, Emma would hate it because Emma would hate being away from home off her phone, like immersed in this thing. It would have to be somebody that's like down to kind of get in there. And there's a lot of things that aren't glamorous about the. No, Jason. Oh, my God. Absolutely not. The worst of the worst.

Um, no, actually, Emma would hate it because Emma would hate being away from home off her phone, like immersed in this thing. It would have to be somebody that's like down to kind of get in there. And there's a lot of things that aren't glamorous about the. No, Jason. Oh, my God. Absolutely not. The worst of the worst.

Because it's super unglamorous. Like the food you have to eat, the hours you have to film. Are you kidding me?

Because it's super unglamorous. Like the food you have to eat, the hours you have to film. Are you kidding me?

Because it's super unglamorous. Like the food you have to eat, the hours you have to film. Are you kidding me?

Oh my God. He'd be like, call the helicopter. Where's my agent?

Oh my God. He'd be like, call the helicopter. Where's my agent?

Oh my God. He'd be like, call the helicopter. Where's my agent?

It's not great at times.

It's not great at times.

It's not great at times.

It's sometimes not great. I'm going to go with, because you have to have a little bit of scrappiness. I'm going to go with Chelsea. I feel like Chelsea would be able to be really like good gaming, but also like she's got a good poker face. She's also unsuspecting and the British accent. But she, yeah, I don't know if she'd be okay with leaving her kids though. So it's hard.

It's sometimes not great. I'm going to go with, because you have to have a little bit of scrappiness. I'm going to go with Chelsea. I feel like Chelsea would be able to be really like good gaming, but also like she's got a good poker face. She's also unsuspecting and the British accent. But she, yeah, I don't know if she'd be okay with leaving her kids though. So it's hard.

It's sometimes not great. I'm going to go with, because you have to have a little bit of scrappiness. I'm going to go with Chelsea. I feel like Chelsea would be able to be really like good gaming, but also like she's got a good poker face. She's also unsuspecting and the British accent. But she, yeah, I don't know if she'd be okay with leaving her kids though. So it's hard.

Yeah, I think that'd be my answer, Chelsea. I agree. Just because some of the people, anyone that needs a pampered this and this and this, there's no hair and makeup. You have to film all day. All crazy hours, no sleep.

Yeah, I think that'd be my answer, Chelsea. I agree. Just because some of the people, anyone that needs a pampered this and this and this, there's no hair and makeup. You have to film all day. All crazy hours, no sleep.

Yeah, I think that'd be my answer, Chelsea. I agree. Just because some of the people, anyone that needs a pampered this and this and this, there's no hair and makeup. You have to film all day. All crazy hours, no sleep.

It's freezing. You can't, yeah.

It's freezing. You can't, yeah.

It's freezing. You can't, yeah.

I mean, you sleep, but it's very, like, especially even if you're a traitor, it's worse. But it's like, I mean, we would get home at like, I think one time it was like 1.30 in the morning. And then, you know, they're coming to pick you up at 8.30 in the morning. And you have to be ready. Like as a girl, you have to wake up early and get ready, you know. So it was just, and your brain is reeling.

I mean, you sleep, but it's very, like, especially even if you're a traitor, it's worse. But it's like, I mean, we would get home at like, I think one time it was like 1.30 in the morning. And then, you know, they're coming to pick you up at 8.30 in the morning. And you have to be ready. Like as a girl, you have to wake up early and get ready, you know. So it was just, and your brain is reeling.

I mean, you sleep, but it's very, like, especially even if you're a traitor, it's worse. But it's like, I mean, we would get home at like, I think one time it was like 1.30 in the morning. And then, you know, they're coming to pick you up at 8.30 in the morning. And you have to be ready. Like as a girl, you have to wake up early and get ready, you know. So it was just, and your brain is reeling.

So it's also hard to fall asleep. Because you're just like, imagine those nights of what you watched.

So it's also hard to fall asleep. Because you're just like, imagine those nights of what you watched.

So it's also hard to fall asleep. Because you're just like, imagine those nights of what you watched.

Going over like, was that weird? Am I going to call them out tomorrow? Yes. Oh, wait. Who voted for that person? Wait, did he vote for her? You know what I mean? It's a lot. I would need to bring a lot of edibles. Are you going to do the show?

Going over like, was that weird? Am I going to call them out tomorrow? Yes. Oh, wait. Who voted for that person? Wait, did he vote for her? You know what I mean? It's a lot. I would need to bring a lot of edibles. Are you going to do the show?

Going over like, was that weird? Am I going to call them out tomorrow? Yes. Oh, wait. Who voted for that person? Wait, did he vote for her? You know what I mean? It's a lot. I would need to bring a lot of edibles. Are you going to do the show?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's, it's fun. It's like, you know, obviously logistically there are some elements to it that it's like, oh, you know, this isn't, You know, like going to do, you know, late night talk show and everything is like pampered. No, no, no.

It's, it's fun. It's like, you know, obviously logistically there are some elements to it that it's like, oh, you know, this isn't, You know, like going to do, you know, late night talk show and everything is like pampered. No, no, no.

It's, it's fun. It's like, you know, obviously logistically there are some elements to it that it's like, oh, you know, this isn't, You know, like going to do, you know, late night talk show and everything is like pampered. No, no, no.

Oh, you're going to be fine.

Oh, you're going to be fine.

Oh, you're going to be fine.

I forgot about, how could I forget about Special Forces? Do you know who was in the castle talking about this non-stop?

I forgot about, how could I forget about Special Forces? Do you know who was in the castle talking about this non-stop?

I forgot about, how could I forget about Special Forces? Do you know who was in the castle talking about this non-stop?

Tom Sandoval. It was either his band or that show. So actually, I know all about it.

Tom Sandoval. It was either his band or that show. So actually, I know all about it.

Tom Sandoval. It was either his band or that show. So actually, I know all about it.

Oh, no. Yeah, I'm not saying that, but I'm just saying it was like, you would literally walk in a room and you'd be talking about that show and I would just be like, okay, I can't hear about this one more time. You're not going to go see Tom Messandoval on the extras anytime soon? Also, you just have so little time to talk about game.

Oh, no. Yeah, I'm not saying that, but I'm just saying it was like, you would literally walk in a room and you'd be talking about that show and I would just be like, okay, I can't hear about this one more time. You're not going to go see Tom Messandoval on the extras anytime soon? Also, you just have so little time to talk about game.

Oh, no. Yeah, I'm not saying that, but I'm just saying it was like, you would literally walk in a room and you'd be talking about that show and I would just be like, okay, I can't hear about this one more time. You're not going to go see Tom Messandoval on the extras anytime soon? Also, you just have so little time to talk about game.

And you'd walk in a room and he's talking about his band or he's talking about Special Forces and you're just like, oh my God.

And you'd walk in a room and he's talking about his band or he's talking about Special Forces and you're just like, oh my God.

And you'd walk in a room and he's talking about his band or he's talking about Special Forces and you're just like, oh my God.

Okay, it's getting better. The interest rates are high. It's a weird time because of the fires and everything. So I want to be positive about it, but I also have to be realistic. So it's getting in a better place.

Okay, it's getting better. The interest rates are high. It's a weird time because of the fires and everything. So I want to be positive about it, but I also have to be realistic. So it's getting in a better place.

Okay, it's getting better. The interest rates are high. It's a weird time because of the fires and everything. So I want to be positive about it, but I also have to be realistic. So it's getting in a better place.

Wait, is that it? I was just, I don't know. I just was expecting. Listen, that's great for me. What were you expecting? I don't know. I never know what to expect.

Wait, is that it? I was just, I don't know. I just was expecting. Listen, that's great for me. What were you expecting? I don't know. I never know what to expect.

Wait, is that it? I was just, I don't know. I just was expecting. Listen, that's great for me. What were you expecting? I don't know. I never know what to expect.

I'm so in love. So happy. How is married life? Married life is good. So good. G has to turn their album in at the end of next week. So just been working like crazy long hours. But I am excited for the world to see, you know, the new songs. Maybe there was some really lovely ones in there, but also just like the best work they've ever done. So.

I'm so in love. So happy. How is married life? Married life is good. So good. G has to turn their album in at the end of next week. So just been working like crazy long hours. But I am excited for the world to see, you know, the new songs. Maybe there was some really lovely ones in there, but also just like the best work they've ever done. So.

I'm so in love. So happy. How is married life? Married life is good. So good. G has to turn their album in at the end of next week. So just been working like crazy long hours. But I am excited for the world to see, you know, the new songs. Maybe there was some really lovely ones in there, but also just like the best work they've ever done. So.

You asked for this? Okay, five years from now. I don't know. See, why couldn't I shut my mouth and been like... Five years from now. I mean, I have to be open to different possibilities because I know that I will be with G and we'll be happy and we'll have to make whatever happens work. But, you know, it's we've had some difficulties. We obviously are trying to have a family.

You asked for this? Okay, five years from now. I don't know. See, why couldn't I shut my mouth and been like... Five years from now. I mean, I have to be open to different possibilities because I know that I will be with G and we'll be happy and we'll have to make whatever happens work. But, you know, it's we've had some difficulties. We obviously are trying to have a family.

You asked for this? Okay, five years from now. I don't know. See, why couldn't I shut my mouth and been like... Five years from now. I mean, I have to be open to different possibilities because I know that I will be with G and we'll be happy and we'll have to make whatever happens work. But, you know, it's we've had some difficulties. We obviously are trying to have a family.

I didn't know that. Yes. So, you know, it's just, you know, it's not the easiest. So we've just, you know, so I don't know. So I guess the reason why I'm not giving specifics is because in my position, if it doesn't happen the way I want it to happen, I don't want it to look like a failure in any way. I'll get my mind around the new thing.

I didn't know that. Yes. So, you know, it's just, you know, it's not the easiest. So we've just, you know, so I don't know. So I guess the reason why I'm not giving specifics is because in my position, if it doesn't happen the way I want it to happen, I don't want it to look like a failure in any way. I'll get my mind around the new thing.

I didn't know that. Yes. So, you know, it's just, you know, it's not the easiest. So we've just, you know, so I don't know. So I guess the reason why I'm not giving specifics is because in my position, if it doesn't happen the way I want it to happen, I don't want it to look like a failure in any way. I'll get my mind around the new thing.

I may not answer them, but you can ask whatever you want.

I may not answer them, but you can ask whatever you want.

I may not answer them, but you can ask whatever you want.

So basically, we went through the process of having a donor with eggs and all of that stuff, and it just didn't work out. And for a few reasons. And so then going forward and figuring out, you know, what we have to do. It's a whole thing. But basically, like, a lot of things have to go right. And I am of a certain age, you guys. I don't know if you know this or not. I don't know. Exactly.

So basically, we went through the process of having a donor with eggs and all of that stuff, and it just didn't work out. And for a few reasons. And so then going forward and figuring out, you know, what we have to do. It's a whole thing. But basically, like, a lot of things have to go right. And I am of a certain age, you guys. I don't know if you know this or not. I don't know. Exactly.

So basically, we went through the process of having a donor with eggs and all of that stuff, and it just didn't work out. And for a few reasons. And so then going forward and figuring out, you know, what we have to do. It's a whole thing. But basically, like, a lot of things have to go right. And I am of a certain age, you guys. I don't know if you know this or not. I don't know. Exactly.

Oh, my God. What was that viral moment where that girl's like saying, I know myself to be 26. So anyway, so anyway, without getting too in the weeds, it's just it's a process. And I think that I'm trying to learn and stay open to that. It may look different than what I'm we're trying for currently, because if time ends up being like, oh, too late, then we'll do something else.

Oh, my God. What was that viral moment where that girl's like saying, I know myself to be 26. So anyway, so anyway, without getting too in the weeds, it's just it's a process. And I think that I'm trying to learn and stay open to that. It may look different than what I'm we're trying for currently, because if time ends up being like, oh, too late, then we'll do something else.

Oh, my God. What was that viral moment where that girl's like saying, I know myself to be 26. So anyway, so anyway, without getting too in the weeds, it's just it's a process. And I think that I'm trying to learn and stay open to that. It may look different than what I'm we're trying for currently, because if time ends up being like, oh, too late, then we'll do something else.

And we'll so something else will be the either way.

And we'll so something else will be the either way.

And we'll so something else will be the either way.

So, yeah, I'm just the poster child for, you know, go with, try it, but try and always embrace it and be happy with what you're given.

So, yeah, I'm just the poster child for, you know, go with, try it, but try and always embrace it and be happy with what you're given.

So, yeah, I'm just the poster child for, you know, go with, try it, but try and always embrace it and be happy with what you're given.

No, listen, I'll take it. We need it. I'll take some luck.

No, listen, I'll take it. We need it. I'll take some luck.

No, listen, I'll take it. We need it. I'll take some luck.

I appreciate that. No, now we're really good, Nick.

I appreciate that. No, now we're really good, Nick.

I appreciate that. No, now we're really good, Nick.

What's your trauma, Nick? Let's get a juicy segment of Nick.

What's your trauma, Nick? Let's get a juicy segment of Nick.

What's your trauma, Nick? Let's get a juicy segment of Nick.

Oh, I'm sorry. I never meant to do that. But can we get a juicy moment from you? A juicy segment from you?

Oh, I'm sorry. I never meant to do that. But can we get a juicy moment from you? A juicy segment from you?

Oh, I'm sorry. I never meant to do that. But can we get a juicy moment from you? A juicy segment from you?

What's your trauma? Let's unpack it.

What's your trauma? Let's unpack it.

What's your trauma? Let's unpack it.

I liked when you guys went into your latest fight the other day. I thought that that was...

I liked when you guys went into your latest fight the other day. I thought that that was...

I liked when you guys went into your latest fight the other day. I thought that that was...

But I think it's healthy when you can get to a place where you're almost laughing about how ridiculous it is because it helps you in those moments then not take it so personally the next day.

But I think it's healthy when you can get to a place where you're almost laughing about how ridiculous it is because it helps you in those moments then not take it so personally the next day.

But I think it's healthy when you can get to a place where you're almost laughing about how ridiculous it is because it helps you in those moments then not take it so personally the next day.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And to be honest with you, we don't have, so that's interesting you bring that up because it's not like one person takes on the, you know, the quote unquote guy's role and not like, because I'm a very nurturing person. So I love to take care of G, but then also like it switches because G can be that way for me. I think it depends on who has 100% and who doesn't.

And to be honest with you, we don't have, so that's interesting you bring that up because it's not like one person takes on the, you know, the quote unquote guy's role and not like, because I'm a very nurturing person. So I love to take care of G, but then also like it switches because G can be that way for me. I think it depends on who has 100% and who doesn't.

And to be honest with you, we don't have, so that's interesting you bring that up because it's not like one person takes on the, you know, the quote unquote guy's role and not like, because I'm a very nurturing person. So I love to take care of G, but then also like it switches because G can be that way for me. I think it depends on who has 100% and who doesn't.

So if G's really tired, had a long day, I'm doing everything I can to like go overboard and try and nurture and everything. And then I come home from work and I'm like,

So if G's really tired, had a long day, I'm doing everything I can to like go overboard and try and nurture and everything. And then I come home from work and I'm like,

So if G's really tired, had a long day, I'm doing everything I can to like go overboard and try and nurture and everything. And then I come home from work and I'm like,

these crazy bitches or something and g's like okay what can i get you what i think it's just no realizing who's who has more to give at the time and switching roles okay but if you're in the bed first if i was in the bed first g would go get it for me but but i would not but i would ask very nicely 100 and yes

these crazy bitches or something and g's like okay what can i get you what i think it's just no realizing who's who has more to give at the time and switching roles okay but if you're in the bed first if i was in the bed first g would go get it for me but but i would not but i would ask very nicely 100 and yes

these crazy bitches or something and g's like okay what can i get you what i think it's just no realizing who's who has more to give at the time and switching roles okay but if you're in the bed first if i was in the bed first g would go get it for me but but i would not but i would ask very nicely 100 and yes

That's all.

That's all.

That's all.

I'm bad at this because I saw and I could see both sides because I actually can understand if it was like, yeah, so I'm probably not a good person to be with.

I'm bad at this because I saw and I could see both sides because I actually can understand if it was like, yeah, so I'm probably not a good person to be with.

I'm bad at this because I saw and I could see both sides because I actually can understand if it was like, yeah, so I'm probably not a good person to be with.

But I do think it was nice that you guys kind of went into it because this ends up being like what people end up, like the little things like that. Really? Relatable.

But I do think it was nice that you guys kind of went into it because this ends up being like what people end up, like the little things like that. Really? Relatable.

But I do think it was nice that you guys kind of went into it because this ends up being like what people end up, like the little things like that. Really? Relatable.

That was so lovely. Nice to have you.

That was so lovely. Nice to have you.

That was so lovely. Nice to have you.

I know.

I know.

I know.

Oh, that's very sweet. What are we going to talk about?

Oh, that's very sweet. What are we going to talk about?

Oh, that's very sweet. What are we going to talk about?

You know what? I haven't been watching. I'm normally like a bachelor, bachelorette person.

You know what? I haven't been watching. I'm normally like a bachelor, bachelorette person.

You know what? I haven't been watching. I'm normally like a bachelor, bachelorette person.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

I'm caught up.

I'm caught up.

I'm caught up.

Yeah. I'm caught up. But yeah, I feel like at the last couple seasons, I fell behind and then I haven't caught up. Yeah. So I think I, because I didn't see The Bachelorette or this Bachelor.

Yeah. I'm caught up. But yeah, I feel like at the last couple seasons, I fell behind and then I haven't caught up. Yeah. So I think I, because I didn't see The Bachelorette or this Bachelor.

Yeah. I'm caught up. But yeah, I feel like at the last couple seasons, I fell behind and then I haven't caught up. Yeah. So I think I, because I didn't see The Bachelorette or this Bachelor.

I think it was because I was filming The Traitors and then it was when the first Bachelorette aired is when we were filming that. And now I'm behind. So I'm just, I don't know. It's a good season. I will say. I can always catch up. It's actually more fun if you can just binge it all at once. So maybe I'll do that one.

I think it was because I was filming The Traitors and then it was when the first Bachelorette aired is when we were filming that. And now I'm behind. So I'm just, I don't know. It's a good season. I will say. I can always catch up. It's actually more fun if you can just binge it all at once. So maybe I'll do that one.

I think it was because I was filming The Traitors and then it was when the first Bachelorette aired is when we were filming that. And now I'm behind. So I'm just, I don't know. It's a good season. I will say. I can always catch up. It's actually more fun if you can just binge it all at once. So maybe I'll do that one.

But yeah, no, I have nothing to, unless you're going to do a severance episode, Nick, I doubt. Will you be watching White Lotus?

But yeah, no, I have nothing to, unless you're going to do a severance episode, Nick, I doubt. Will you be watching White Lotus?

But yeah, no, I have nothing to, unless you're going to do a severance episode, Nick, I doubt. Will you be watching White Lotus?

Oh my God, can we talk about how let down I am by the music? Yes. Wait, are you talking about the theme song? Yes. How can you go from that song to that song? It's still in my head.

Oh my God, can we talk about how let down I am by the music? Yes. Wait, are you talking about the theme song? Yes. How can you go from that song to that song? It's still in my head.

Oh my God, can we talk about how let down I am by the music? Yes. Wait, are you talking about the theme song? Yes. How can you go from that song to that song? It's still in my head.

No one knows. False Blah. No one knows. It's just like elevator music.

No one knows. False Blah. No one knows. It's just like elevator music.

No one knows. False Blah. No one knows. It's just like elevator music.

But you know what?

But you know what?

But you know what?

I know, but it's just how it works with every season because they're all new characters. So that part didn't bother me, but I was a little like... Not all new. Oh, true.

I know, but it's just how it works with every season because they're all new characters. So that part didn't bother me, but I was a little like... Not all new. Oh, true.

I know, but it's just how it works with every season because they're all new characters. So that part didn't bother me, but I was a little like... Not all new. Oh, true.

But think about it. Even season one, season two, they all start slow because you're trying to get to know who they are.

But think about it. Even season one, season two, they all start slow because you're trying to get to know who they are.

But think about it. Even season one, season two, they all start slow because you're trying to get to know who they are.

Oh, come on.

Oh, come on.

Oh, come on.

Has someone seen the whole thing and already said that?

Has someone seen the whole thing and already said that?

Has someone seen the whole thing and already said that?

Yes. I'm going to get past the song. I feel like I'm going to love, I love the show. So we'll forgive. Yes. The music.

Yes. I'm going to get past the song. I feel like I'm going to love, I love the show. So we'll forgive. Yes. The music.

Yes. I'm going to get past the song. I feel like I'm going to love, I love the show. So we'll forgive. Yes. The music.

Well, stick with it. Cause I feel like it's just, I don't know why I'm saying it.

Well, stick with it. Cause I feel like it's just, I don't know why I'm saying it.

Well, stick with it. Cause I feel like it's just, I don't know why I'm saying it.

Love you guys.

Love you guys.

Love you guys.