André Duqum

yeah and now it's like i i and i'm sure there's layers still to go but i really don't i don't i don't have the desire to be seen as spiritual now like you know it just is a lot more spacious no absolutely that's what that's the word that came to mind is it's just it's much more real right and i think you know what came to mind as you're talking is one

yeah and now it's like i i and i'm sure there's layers still to go but i really don't i don't i don't have the desire to be seen as spiritual now like you know it just is a lot more spacious no absolutely that's what that's the word that came to mind is it's just it's much more real right and i think you know what came to mind as you're talking is one

Totally. And that was on the other side of that experience. Like immediately I had a lot of gratitude for young Andre, whatever coping mechanisms or like strategies or, or identities, you know, um, that, um, were useful in building the life that I have now, which is amazing. And I'm grateful for it. And it's like, yeah, and it just gets to be kind of let go or just like, let it be.

Totally. And that was on the other side of that experience. Like immediately I had a lot of gratitude for young Andre, whatever coping mechanisms or like strategies or, or identities, you know, um, that, um, were useful in building the life that I have now, which is amazing. And I'm grateful for it. And it's like, yeah, and it just gets to be kind of let go or just like, let it be.

Totally. And that was on the other side of that experience. Like immediately I had a lot of gratitude for young Andre, whatever coping mechanisms or like strategies or, or identities, you know, um, that, um, were useful in building the life that I have now, which is amazing. And I'm grateful for it. And it's like, yeah, and it just gets to be kind of let go or just like, let it be.

And it's, I think it's a subtle repatterning. You know, there's like, I, in my experience, have a bigger insight or awareness or expanded of how things are happening. And then it's like the continual integrative process of repatterning anytime little subtleties show up.

And it's, I think it's a subtle repatterning. You know, there's like, I, in my experience, have a bigger insight or awareness or expanded of how things are happening. And then it's like the continual integrative process of repatterning anytime little subtleties show up.

And it's, I think it's a subtle repatterning. You know, there's like, I, in my experience, have a bigger insight or awareness or expanded of how things are happening. And then it's like the continual integrative process of repatterning anytime little subtleties show up.

Yeah, for sure.

Yeah, for sure.

Yeah, for sure.

it's felt good just creating more and more space for that.

it's felt good just creating more and more space for that.

it's felt good just creating more and more space for that.

And I find myself being more pulled from that state. Now these days, like earlier on, meditation was more disciplined, almost militant in my approach to it, which is great for the benefits or whatever, but still creating that mental prison that you're living within. And now it's like,

And I find myself being more pulled from that state. Now these days, like earlier on, meditation was more disciplined, almost militant in my approach to it, which is great for the benefits or whatever, but still creating that mental prison that you're living within. And now it's like,

And I find myself being more pulled from that state. Now these days, like earlier on, meditation was more disciplined, almost militant in my approach to it, which is great for the benefits or whatever, but still creating that mental prison that you're living within. And now it's like,

going to meditate because that's you know generally being pulled and called you know and devotion versus discipline and really heart instead of the mind as much and yeah palpable shift and it's a commitment out of

going to meditate because that's you know generally being pulled and called you know and devotion versus discipline and really heart instead of the mind as much and yeah palpable shift and it's a commitment out of

going to meditate because that's you know generally being pulled and called you know and devotion versus discipline and really heart instead of the mind as much and yeah palpable shift and it's a commitment out of