Ben Nemtin

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

these things that you think are such a big deal when you're younger in your high school years or early college years you realize well i'm not even going to remember that this happened on my deathbed like there's just no way i'm going to remember that this was something that i worried about but at that point i was so worried about doing well on this team and so i would worry about it at night and i felt this anxiety and this anxiety caused me to have trouble sleeping and so

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.

this lack of sleep, this anxiety, this constant pressure, it all built up. And I started to not be able to go to school. And I started to not be able to go to rugby practice. And then I couldn't leave the house. And so it just compounded. I never experienced anything like this where all of a sudden I was crippled by this anxiety and depression. And I was a very happy-go-lucky guy.