Cam Holmes

So if I was speaking Welsh, I'd speak a bit more like this. Everything would be a little bit deeper. So everything's a little bit more funny. And you kind of accentuate the end of words. But yeah, that's not how I speak. Oh, yeah. I heard a difference there. It's a lot funnier. So it's a bit like that. I'm Welsh. How are we doing? You all right? Nice to meet you both.

Are we having a nice chat today or what? That sounds kind of Irish. Yeah. It sounds more like Irish to me. It's a very nice accent. Like some of my mates. Like you're Merida.

Are we having a nice chat today or what? That sounds kind of Irish. Yeah. It sounds more like Irish to me. It's a very nice accent. Like some of my mates. Like you're Merida.

Are we having a nice chat today or what? That sounds kind of Irish. Yeah. It sounds more like Irish to me. It's a very nice accent. Like some of my mates. Like you're Merida.

No.

No.

No.

Yeah, no, we really weren't. We're just talking about the differences between our countries.

Yeah, no, we really weren't. We're just talking about the differences between our countries.

Yeah, no, we really weren't. We're just talking about the differences between our countries.

I love that. Yeah, no, I didn't take it too well.

I love that. Yeah, no, I didn't take it too well.

I love that. Yeah, no, I didn't take it too well.

it gave me a shock to me um well both of us actually yeah because i i because we hadn't spoken about and i didn't really know what's going on i think it was a lot of like just i felt really out of control i felt like a bit like i felt like i was in the right place in my career for the time to have a baby and it just didn't go down well my brain just wanted to accept it but it couldn't it was like what's gonna get just a lot of uncertainties i remember i spoke to my dad and he was like this will be the best thing that's ever happened to you and i was like what

it gave me a shock to me um well both of us actually yeah because i i because we hadn't spoken about and i didn't really know what's going on i think it was a lot of like just i felt really out of control i felt like a bit like i felt like i was in the right place in my career for the time to have a baby and it just didn't go down well my brain just wanted to accept it but it couldn't it was like what's gonna get just a lot of uncertainties i remember i spoke to my dad and he was like this will be the best thing that's ever happened to you and i was like what

it gave me a shock to me um well both of us actually yeah because i i because we hadn't spoken about and i didn't really know what's going on i think it was a lot of like just i felt really out of control i felt like a bit like i felt like i was in the right place in my career for the time to have a baby and it just didn't go down well my brain just wanted to accept it but it couldn't it was like what's gonna get just a lot of uncertainties i remember i spoke to my dad and he was like this will be the best thing that's ever happened to you and i was like what

processed everything i'm very much a person where i don't bury stuff i can't like everything comes out and sometimes that's a really good thing but sometimes it's it's a negative you know when mc's everything and it's out in the open and that was one of that's that was a situation where i could have just buried it and gone oh amazing that's great but i was like i can't hide this i was i'm gonna have to tell you exactly how i'm feeling and i think for me i was not in the again i was still not really at a place where i was happy in myself financially as well it was a few different things going on and i was like i was scared about having a baby because i was like well i

processed everything i'm very much a person where i don't bury stuff i can't like everything comes out and sometimes that's a really good thing but sometimes it's it's a negative you know when mc's everything and it's out in the open and that was one of that's that was a situation where i could have just buried it and gone oh amazing that's great but i was like i can't hide this i was i'm gonna have to tell you exactly how i'm feeling and i think for me i was not in the again i was still not really at a place where i was happy in myself financially as well it was a few different things going on and i was like i was scared about having a baby because i was like well i

processed everything i'm very much a person where i don't bury stuff i can't like everything comes out and sometimes that's a really good thing but sometimes it's it's a negative you know when mc's everything and it's out in the open and that was one of that's that was a situation where i could have just buried it and gone oh amazing that's great but i was like i can't hide this i was i'm gonna have to tell you exactly how i'm feeling and i think for me i was not in the again i was still not really at a place where i was happy in myself financially as well it was a few different things going on and i was like i was scared about having a baby because i was like well i

you know, have this kind of problem with mental health sometimes. And how am I going to be a good dad when I can't even look after myself in a weird way? And then I remember my dad, um, was to be told my mom, my friend, my mom kind of cry. And I was like, Oh mom, it's all over. She was like, it's fine. Everything's gonna be okay.