Cam Holmes

Yeah, it was... Yeah, it was horrible, but... Yeah, it's a weird one, because I was like... I kind of put it to the back of my mind, but you sometimes think, like, it could be Reggie's brother or sister, and it's a weird thought to think...

Yeah, it was... Yeah, it was horrible, but... Yeah, it's a weird one, because I was like... I kind of put it to the back of my mind, but you sometimes think, like, it could be Reggie's brother or sister, and it's a weird thought to think...

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oh my gosh yeah that's pretty scary yeah really scary yeah and so this was early on in your relationship yeah yeah i think like our relationship wasn't it wasn't in the it wasn't in the best of places i think you know when you come off a reality show i get why a lot of couples break up because it's it's hard it's intense you've got you know we went from three thousand five thousand followers to you know one point something million it's a lot like the brain isn't supposed to manage that you're not meant to go through that and i think then

oh my gosh yeah that's pretty scary yeah really scary yeah and so this was early on in your relationship yeah yeah i think like our relationship wasn't it wasn't in the it wasn't in the best of places i think you know when you come off a reality show i get why a lot of couples break up because it's it's hard it's intense you've got you know we went from three thousand five thousand followers to you know one point something million it's a lot like the brain isn't supposed to manage that you're not meant to go through that and i think then

oh my gosh yeah that's pretty scary yeah really scary yeah and so this was early on in your relationship yeah yeah i think like our relationship wasn't it wasn't in the it wasn't in the best of places i think you know when you come off a reality show i get why a lot of couples break up because it's it's hard it's intense you've got you know we went from three thousand five thousand followers to you know one point something million it's a lot like the brain isn't supposed to manage that you're not meant to go through that and i think then

we'd be going to events we'd have all this kind of like attention instant gratification yeah and then things started to kind of dip off as you would as as as you would you know you come off a show you have the height and then it dips a bit yeah and i think i definitely struggled with that i didn't really know how to kind of like validate myself and i was like oh yeah everything's wrong and i think we went through a bit of just a rough patch we didn't communicate as much as we should do i was quite a shit just person i think i was not very good at communicating and i wasn't

we'd be going to events we'd have all this kind of like attention instant gratification yeah and then things started to kind of dip off as you would as as as you would you know you come off a show you have the height and then it dips a bit yeah and i think i definitely struggled with that i didn't really know how to kind of like validate myself and i was like oh yeah everything's wrong and i think we went through a bit of just a rough patch we didn't communicate as much as we should do i was quite a shit just person i think i was not very good at communicating and i wasn't

we'd be going to events we'd have all this kind of like attention instant gratification yeah and then things started to kind of dip off as you would as as as you would you know you come off a show you have the height and then it dips a bit yeah and i think i definitely struggled with that i didn't really know how to kind of like validate myself and i was like oh yeah everything's wrong and i think we went through a bit of just a rough patch we didn't communicate as much as we should do i was quite a shit just person i think i was not very good at communicating and i wasn't

very good at telling him how i was feeling i was actually at the time severely like depressed and really just not in a good way mentally um i didn't speak to my family or friends for a while i was in this hanging around with like the wrong people you're trying to be someone you weren't like you're trying to impress other people like make people please other people to make them happy like

very good at telling him how i was feeling i was actually at the time severely like depressed and really just not in a good way mentally um i didn't speak to my family or friends for a while i was in this hanging around with like the wrong people you're trying to be someone you weren't like you're trying to impress other people like make people please other people to make them happy like

very good at telling him how i was feeling i was actually at the time severely like depressed and really just not in a good way mentally um i didn't speak to my family or friends for a while i was in this hanging around with like the wrong people you're trying to be someone you weren't like you're trying to impress other people like make people please other people to make them happy like

yeah yeah I didn't know I didn't know who I was in this yeah in this world in this industry I think it's so good to know what you're doing what your niche is who you are I didn't know that I just I was this boy from reality show come from this small town in Wales didn't I've never been to London like twice I didn't really know any of it and then all of a sudden I'm like well who am I um so yeah I just wasn't I wasn't in the best way and it reflected in our relationship

yeah yeah I didn't know I didn't know who I was in this yeah in this world in this industry I think it's so good to know what you're doing what your niche is who you are I didn't know that I just I was this boy from reality show come from this small town in Wales didn't I've never been to London like twice I didn't really know any of it and then all of a sudden I'm like well who am I um so yeah I just wasn't I wasn't in the best way and it reflected in our relationship

yeah yeah I didn't know I didn't know who I was in this yeah in this world in this industry I think it's so good to know what you're doing what your niche is who you are I didn't know that I just I was this boy from reality show come from this small town in Wales didn't I've never been to London like twice I didn't really know any of it and then all of a sudden I'm like well who am I um so yeah I just wasn't I wasn't in the best way and it reflected in our relationship

It becomes a personal thing. It's like it's about you and it's about everything you do.

It becomes a personal thing. It's like it's about you and it's about everything you do.

It becomes a personal thing. It's like it's about you and it's about everything you do.