Cherie Paulette Kitley Miller

I didn't tell him on the phone. I think I wrote him on a chat.

I spent hours upon hours online talking to people. It's sex. Like, I wanted to be in control of everything, obsessively in control.

Very much. It was like a video game in each Cherie's story begins in Flint, Michigan, once a vibrant center for the car industry. When I grew up, Flint was booming.

I had ordered pizza. and gave him a specific time that they said it would be done.

We slept together a couple times, and me and my wife split up.

I want to say probably three or four. As kids, you take on, like, everything is your fault.

Breathe out.

You were shocked. Yeah, like it's over. Like people really know what I am, what I did. I'm going to prison.

was so close to knowing who I really was. Like, what was really inside of me, the consequence of Bruce dying was smaller than what the consequence would have been if he knew that I wasn't who he thought I was.

Well, it was so much easier lying about it to myself. I did it because it was the right thing to do. And I've never done the right thing. I just wanted to do one right thing. before I leave this world.

Sheree Miller read what she called letters apologizing to the people she hurt.

He didn't murder Bruce. I did. I am so sorry for lying to and lying on Jerry. Bruce's family, not only am I responsible for Bruce's death, I'm responsible for continuing to open the wound over and over by lying for 17 years.

Like back then, it was like family at home. And then the other part of me, that crazy side or like the dangerous side. You were looking for danger. Right. Bruce was family complacent. It was too much like home, too much like family.

I was on a spending spree. I ran up Bruce's charge cart and took all the money in the house.

It was like a continuous void that I was trying to fill.

Going into the sexual chat line, you're meeting other people that may have some of the same fantasy life that you have.

Bruce worked at the shop and he had his business, so he was gone a lot. So I spent hours upon hours online talking to people. That was such an addiction. It fed something in there that I did not understand.

I didn't get out from in front of that computer.

Right after... Bruce and I got married is when I met Jerry for the first time when I went to Reno.

I'm good, how are you?