Janine
Appearances
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Während der Gäste wird gegrüßt und sein Schuh wird von ihm entfernt, setzt Elisabeth ihre Bücher runter und rutscht in die Sitzung hinein. Her Mother is already sitting on a couch, a poorly hidden smile on her face as she puts down her sewing. Henry smirks at Elizabeth as she sits down nervously. Elizabeth's father is greeting the long-awaited guest.
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Elisabeth hört den tiefen Rumpel ihres Hauses, der von der Eingangshalle kommt. Elisabeth ist sicher, dass sie mit Nerven explodieren wird, wenn die Tür in den Wohnraum öffnet und ihr Vater in Lord William Knight führt. William grüßt den Rest der Familie an. bevor sie sich auf dem anderen Ende des Sofas von Elisabeth befinden. Sie machen eine freundliche Konversation, als das Tee eingeladen wird.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Elisabeth weiß, dass sie und William einen richtigen Zeitraum in der Familie verbringen müssen, bevor er ihr fragt, mit ihm auf einen Weg zu gehen. She both welcomes and dreads the moment when he does. William, though surely as nervous as Elizabeth, seems not to show it. He charms her parents, as always, and makes her brother laugh heartily.
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Elisabeth genießt den einfachen Weg, mit dem sie Zeit mit ihrer Familie verwendet. Es ist eines der vielen Dinge, die sie über den Weg ihrer Verhandlung genutzt hat. Elisabeth trinkt ihr Tee, tief im Gedanken, als die Gespräche um sie herum bewegt. Eine warme Stimme bringt sie aus ihrer Reberie, als sie hört, wie William ihren Namen bezeichnet. Sie schaut auf ihn, plötzlich nervös, wieder einmal.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Janine's book snaps shut. She looks up into the smiling face of Kate, who has snatched her book to tell her the rest of the group is getting ready to go for a swim. Janine sighs. Entschuldigt für den Schwimm, aber auch verabschiedet, dass sie Elisabeths Geschichte aufhalten muss, sobald es anfängt, besonders erfreulich zu werden. Sie und Kate rennen nach oben für ihre Battenkostüme und Tauschen.
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By the time they come back down, the rest of their friends are crowded in the entry hall, putting on as many layers as possible. They all look at one another, openly questioning whose idea it was to go for a swim in November, but all equally excited. They file out of the large double front doors, past the columns and down the stairs to the grounds.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
They walk around the house and to the beach, everyone giddy as schoolchildren. They line up on the shore, no one wanting to be the first person to face the cool air and make a break for the water. Finally, Janine counts down from three, throws off her coat and runs into the waves. She can hear her friends following behind her Everyone shouts with laughter as they hit the cold water.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Janine dives in, allowing the rush of adrenaline and energy that comes with the cold plunge to fill her body up. She stays in the water for no more than five minutes, but she can already feel her body adjusting. As she and her friends get out, they revel in the waves of joy that wash over them. They all race back to the house, each one eager for a cozy place next to the fire.
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Janine kommt rein, ändert sich in ein paar komfortablen Kleidung und geht direkt für ihre Schuhe und Buch. Ihre Freunde fragen ihr, ob sie ein paar Spiele mit ihnen spielen möchte, aber Janine sagt ihnen, dass sie ein bisschen später interessiert werden könnte. For now, she has to know what happens with Elizabeth and William.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
William's kind eyes seem to pin Elizabeth to the spot as he asks her if she would like to take a walk with him along the beach. With her heart in her mouth, Elizabeth is only able to nod and smile shyly. Elizabeth's parents tactfully turn their attention to other activities as Elizabeth stands to follow William from the room.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Henry, however, winks at her as she walks by, and she cannot help but smile at her brother. Once they are outside, William offers Elizabeth his arm, which he takes graciously. Her heart beats so loudly in her chest that she's worried he might hear it as they walk the familiar path towards the beach. They walk in silence for a few minutes, taking in the view of the little bay.
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They have walked together many times before, but this walk seems to be heavy with the weight of expectation. Without thinking about it, their feet turn left as they hit the beach and lead them towards the tiny cottage not far along the shore. William's family has been friends of Elizabeth for years.
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When they were children, Elizabeth, William and Henry used to spend hours on the beach, collecting stones and playing at being pirates. Elisabeth lässt diese warmen, glücklichen Erinnerungen über ihr waschen, als sie mit William mit Arm in Arm mitwacht. Ihre Augen treffen sich und sie wissen sofort, dass er auch ihre Kindheit nachdenkt. Sie lachen scheu aneinander.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Elisabeth schlägt zurück nach Hause und erinnert sich an drei Figuren, die sie sehen, mit ihren Füßen gegen die großen Badewände. Elisabeth bluscht wild und hofft, dass William nicht zurück schaut. The young couple come around a bend on the shore and end up in front of a small stone cottage. The cottage has sat on this beach for even longer than Elizabeth's house.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
They have been inside many times, both as children and adults. The little cottage was built long ago by a shepherd for his wife. It served as the home to many generations until it fell into disrepair. Elizabeth's father bought it and fixed it up, allowing Elizabeth and the other children to use it as a playhouse. Manchmal, an Sommernachten, wird Elisabeth und ihre Familie hier rausgehen.
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Ihr Vater wird ein Feuer in der Outdoor-Fuhrpistole lächeln und sie werden Geschichten erzählen. It was one such evening several years ago that Elizabeth realized she bore feelings for William that were more than just a childhood friendship. They stop in front of the cottage and William takes Elizabeth's hands. They look at one another for a few moments. Both holding their breath.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Finally, the bubble of tension bursts and they both devolve into giggles. They laugh together as they did as children. All stiffness and nerves disappearing on the breeze with the sounds of their mirth. When the giggling subsides, William barely opens his mouth before Elizabeth interrupts him, simply to say, yes, of course.
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William pulls a little box from his pocket, opens it and places the delicate ring on her finger. They stay there, holding one another and watching the surf for a long while. They know that words would not do their feelings of immense joy justice, so they allow the silence to say it for them. Janine closes her book with satisfaction.
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Sie stellt sich auf und streicht sich, in ein paar Sekunden des Teilen von William und Elisabeths Glück. Sie wandert über, bis Kate und die anderen auf dem Jigsaw-Puzzle arbeiten. Viele Prozesse wurden seit morgens gemacht,
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
But there is still a long way to go They joke and laugh as they attempt to finish their puzzle Janine takes a break after a while and wanders to the huge bookshelves in the room Sie erinnert sich an eine Referenz von der freundlichen Farmerin zu einem Buch, das die Geschichte des Hauses erzählt. Janine scannt die Spine, bis sie den, den sie sucht, findet.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Ihre Freunde, auch interessiert in dem Haus, fragen sie, laut zu lesen. She reads about when the house was built during the 16th century, the renovations made over time and the various people who owned the land. Janine flips through, admiring the photos of the house and noticing the way it has changed. Sie pausiert sich über ein Bild eines kleinen, steilen Kottages.
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Das Kapitel erzählt, wie dieser Kottage lange vor dem Mannhaus gebaut wurde. Und es kann immer noch gesehen werden, nur auf der Straße. Es gibt eine lokale Legende, dass der Kottage von einem Schöpfer für seine Frau gebaut wurde. who wanted to live where the sound of the ocean could lull her to sleep.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Janine shows the picture to Kate and explains that it is very similar to the one described in the book she just read about Elizabeth and William. Kate suggests that they go explore And the two friends quickly pull on their coats before heading to the beach. They turn left at the shore and walk arm in arm. It is not long until they come to a little stone cottage with a small fire pit out front.
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Entschuldigt von ihrer Erfindung, reisen die Frauen zurück in das Mannhaus. Sie sparen sich kaum Zeit, um zu erklären. Sie sammeln den Rest ihrer Freunde und ein Stück Feuerwerk, bevor sie den Weg zurück in den Cottage führen. Einige Menschen hatten genug Wissens, um Essen zu bringen, während andere den Feuer begonnen haben. Einige Menschen schauen auf schöne Steine auf der Beach, in der Sonne.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Während andere Geschichten um den Feuer erzählen. The group of friends drift to places around the fire, while the sky fades from orange to the deep blue of night. Stars begin to appear like glittering fairies. The friends point out constellations to one another. telling the myths associated with them or making up their own.
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The fire crackles cheerfully, bathing each smiling face in a warm light and making their eyes glitter. A few people start singing songs to the percussion of clapping hands. Janine and Kate get up to dance together around the fire. They collapse in a pile of laughter when the song ends. People start to take turns telling stories.
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Janine steht am großen Badezimmer im Wohnzimmer, beobachtend den Blick auf das Wasser im frühen Sonnenschein. Sie hält einen China-Tea-Kopf zu ihrem Nase und nimmt einen tiefen Inhaltszug auf den tantalisierenden Geruch von Kaffee. Sie kann es noch nicht glauben, dass sie in so einem wunderschönen Haus ist.
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A Restful Holiday at a Georgian Manor House
Janine und einige ihrer Freunde kamen gestern Abend zum Haus, mit Kaffee und Spielzeugen, bereit für einen langen Wochenende der Entspannung. Sie waren glücklich, dass sie dieses wunderschöne Georgien-Manner-Haus für Rente in der Landwirtschaft gefunden haben.
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Sie werden von dem freundlichen Mann begrüßt, der die nahegeborene Schieffarm besitzt, die einen exzellenten Ton für ihren schlafen Wochenende ausmacht. Jetzt ist es am nächsten Morgen und Janine nimmt einen ruhigen Moment. bevor die Rest unserer Freunde aufwachen, das Haus mit Lachen, Schatten und den Geräuschen des Frühstückes zu füllen.
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Die Wasser sind heute besonders wunderschön, bemerkt Janine. Die morgendliche Sonne glittert auf die weichen Wälder, wie ein Millionen Däumchen, Already she has seen the friendly farmer and his wife on a walk along the beach, before they start their chores for the day. Janine pulls her gaze from the view and looks down at the table beside her.
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One thousand puzzle pieces are spread out on the table next to the lid of the puzzles box, bearing the image of a quaint cottage in a forest. Janine busies herself with picking out the side and corner pieces. By the time her friends wake up, Sie hat fast die Ausstellung des Puzzles fertiggestellt.
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Sie entscheidet sich für eine Pause vom Puzzlen und schlägt sich in einem übergepackten Armstuhl neben dem Fenster an, um ihr Buch für den Wochenende herauszufinden. Janine dachte, es wäre der perfekte Art von Lesung für diesen Ablauf. As it is set during the Georgian era in a house very much like this one. She opens the book and begins to read.
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It is 1808 and Lady Elizabeth Austin sits at the dining table inhaling the scent of her coffee. As she does so, she admires the blue floral pattern on the china cup. She knows it is the one her mother received as a wedding gift. Elisabeth pushes the thought of marriage from her head, not wanting to make herself more nervous today.
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Sie schaut auf die Tafel nach ihrer Mutter und Vater, die zusammen konspiratorisch sprechen. Sie blickt schnell weg, wissend, dass sie wahrscheinlich das gleiche Thema diskutiert, über das sie versucht, sich nicht zu denken. Her attempts are unsuccessful when she accidentally catches the eye of her brother, Henry. He waggles his eyebrows at her meaningfully and she cannot help but smile ruefully.
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Today, Elizabeth and her family are waiting for the arrival of a very special guest. who will hopefully ask Elizabeth a long-awaited question. In order to distract herself, Elizabeth asks to be excused. She walks quickly from the room, headed for her sanctuary. The library of the house has always been the place where Elizabeth has gone when she needs to be alone, clear her head or just hide away.
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She immediately goes to her favorite chair and picks up the book on the little table next to it. Sie nimmt aus dem Rippen, das sie als Buchmark benutzt hat, und berührt sich in der Geschichte, um ihr entspannte Geist zu entschärfen.
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Janines Aufmerksamkeit wird von Elisabeths Geschichte entfernt, als ihr Freund Kate ihre Hände in den Wohnraum schlägt und ihr sagt, dass sie anfangen, Frühstück zu machen. Janine legt ihr Buch runter und springt auf, bereit, Hilfe zu geben. Alle Freunde sind in der großen Küche. Einige sitzen an der langen, geschlossenen, schwarzen Tisch, während die anderen schneiden, waschen und prägen.
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Janine springt sofort rein, um die Koffeestation vorzunehmen. Sie hält eine konstante Anzahl an Koffe, um sicherzustellen, dass es Süßigkeiten und verschiedene Arten von Milch für alle vorhanden sind. Einige Leute wollen Tee, also macht sie einen Pott. As she darts around, refilling here and there, the kitchen buzzes with activity like a beehive in spring.
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Some people are cooking, frying bacon and sausage, making scrambled eggs and flipping pancakes. A couple of people are in the large scullery just off the kitchen, washing pots, pans and utensils as they come. One or two people are darting around the various stations, ferrying ingredients and utensils here or there. Everywhere people are laughing and talking excitedly.
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When the food is ready, everyone sits around the large table together. They pass plates overloaded with hot food from person to person. Compliments and thanks for the food are volleyed back and forth by cooks, helpers and eaters alike. Plans for the day are devised, edited, adjusted and settled over the course of the meal.
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Everyone agrees that despite the cool autumn temperature, the water looks too good to resist. Once everyone's appetites are sated, the cleanup crew is assembled. Anyone who didn't cook now clears the table like a choreographed dance. Several people wave Janine away when she tries to help, saying she has done enough.
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Retreating under the force of their kindness, Janine goes back to the living room. She decides to read for a while longer, more than a little excited to jump back into Elizabeth's story. As if by a sixth sense, Elisabeth erinnert sich von ihrem Buch, einen Sekunden bevor sie den lauten Knall auf der vorderen Tür hört.
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I'm one of those weird people who was always psychic, was always intuitive.
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I remember walking out of that service feeling, finally, I found somebody who I can ask questions. Just like, oh, you know, I'm not alone and there's this person that knows and yay, I want to know.
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Her public persona, when we had 50 to 100 or 200 people in a room when she was speaking, was this radiant mother figure. The divine mother. And she would say just enough... to that vulnerable part of every human being in the room wanting to know more. She was so skillful.
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Terry was sitting in a chair, big wing chair, all regal, right? And everyone was sitting on the floor and sitting on the couches and we were all huddled around. It was very intimate. And she was talking about the reason we had incarnated and that we had come as individual masters to help in all these ways.
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Sandy Cleaver, who had just come out of a divorce, a very contentious divorce. He had chosen another woman. She was raising Devereaux. She felt controlled by her parent, her estate. She felt controlled by others. This was a place where Terry would use that and give explanations for these contextual, karmic explanations that got you off the hook if you were thinking you were the bad guy.
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She had many personas. Many. We're not talking one. She was so skillful.
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Let me tell you, for a single mother to invest over two years of her life $25,000 in stones that, do you understand how important these stones were to those of us in the teacher's classroom?
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She could grift you over everything. I mean, everything was a grift, actually. I mean, that's how intricately manipulative this person was.
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I had strands of all the semi-precious. I had an emerald. I had a ruby. I had a sapphire. I had lapis lazuli.
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She was Indian, Native American. she had been on the reservation. Her mother was an alcoholic, or I think, or for sure, she was born out of wedlock. She had other siblings from multiple fathers, and that the masters had guided her to leave and be on the whatever, the street.
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And then the orphanage. And then the adopted family. And then John Wilder.
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She was good at it. And you got to, I don't care who you were when you walked in the door. Three classes later, she had the ability to hook anybody.
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You have to understand she was the most, in my life, the most sophisticated sociopath I've ever observed. Because it always ended up that Terry would be the beneficiary of any of these karmic resolutions that she would guide you to understand were necessary in order for you to evolve.
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We had a very passionate sexual connection. But he had lots of work to do. He was a damaged human being, just as I was. But I was aware of mine. And so I asked her to help. Rick later told me that in his consult with Terry that she had encouraged him to explore other relationships because that was a part of his learning.
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Because then he would feel more empowered to be with me, who he felt was a challenge. I mean, she did crap like that all the time to people. Now, when I confronted Terry about setting up this mess with my husband, she said, he is not evolved enough for you. Get a new husband.
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As far as he was concerned, that was it. And he cut bait. I really was quite innocent. You know, I got savvy to darkness way later.
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The storyline at the time was that the Black Lords wanted to take over Earth. We needed to fight the battles against the darkness. as agents of light. Ontario got sick a couple of times and it was because the Black Lords were attacking her and we needed to protect her and we also needed to take on the Black Lords to kill them.
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We had our protection and we had our swords and our shields and all the symbols of the elements that had been empowered.
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And the bloodletting was happening, but I never participated in it.
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I vaguely, vaguely remember that there was blood drawing with, you know, like you go have your blood test,
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I never doubted that she was a spiritual being. And even even as she's invading my life and doing things and then the black lords are taking over the universe and we have to go have these battles and that it was a cult. I didn't know that.
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It really hurt me. It hurt my heart that she would do that. When I walked away, they were, you know, she had told everyone in that group that we're having the battles, that my son was a big, huge black lord.
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I drove an Oldsmobile and my son was only four and I was taking him to school and the door wasn't quite closed and I told him to grab it and close the door and it swung out. I mean, I can see this in slow motion in an instant because it was so real. We were in a vortex of energy that had taken over. He was pulled by the door because he's a little guy. I was turning the corner.
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I was telling him to close the door and he fell right with his arm. He fell on the ground and I literally ran over his arm with my Osmobile. Immediately put him in the car, went straight to the pediatrician, but The power of focusing that amount of negative belief and energy became real.
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That was when I wrote the letter and said, I love my son. I brought my son into this world. You will not harm my son. And now that I know how to build shields and defend against negative energy, I assure you my son will be protected as long as I'm alive. And you might want to go someplace else and harm someone else. And I meant every word of it.
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I don't believe that Terry Hoffman, the person that I knew, was capable of honesty. That's really fundamental. I don't think that this person was ever honest in my presence. Never. There was always an agenda, a grift, manipulation to get something physical and tangible, money, food.
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The most sophisticated sociopath I've ever observed.
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On both the Fifth Amendment. That it was a cult? I didn't know that.