Joshua Broome

And if I just won that award, I had this belief that something would happen, like something supernatural would happen in me, like the feeling of worthlessness or inadequacy or whatever I wrestle with on the pillow at night, it'll just go away if I won that award. And then I won it. Nothing happened. And when nothing happened, everything got worse.

And if I just won that award, I had this belief that something would happen, like something supernatural would happen in me, like the feeling of worthlessness or inadequacy or whatever I wrestle with on the pillow at night, it'll just go away if I won that award. And then I won it. Nothing happened. And when nothing happened, everything got worse.

And if I just won that award, I had this belief that something would happen, like something supernatural would happen in me, like the feeling of worthlessness or inadequacy or whatever I wrestle with on the pillow at night, it'll just go away if I won that award. And then I won it. Nothing happened. And when nothing happened, everything got worse.

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Six and a half.

Six and a half.

Six and a half.

Yeah, I mean, I was doing... Just every day? Well, because the industry... So the award show is in January, and everyone's trying to get stuff turned in for the year to submit for that. So to make it... Because if something wins an award, then it has notoriety, you can push it, etc. So... Kind of the industry doesn't shut down, but slows down significantly in December and January.

Yeah, I mean, I was doing... Just every day? Well, because the industry... So the award show is in January, and everyone's trying to get stuff turned in for the year to submit for that. So to make it... Because if something wins an award, then it has notoriety, you can push it, etc. So... Kind of the industry doesn't shut down, but slows down significantly in December and January.

Yeah, I mean, I was doing... Just every day? Well, because the industry... So the award show is in January, and everyone's trying to get stuff turned in for the year to submit for that. So to make it... Because if something wins an award, then it has notoriety, you can push it, etc. So... Kind of the industry doesn't shut down, but slows down significantly in December and January.

So really like 10-month increments. I was doing 20 scenes a month. minimum and then during the summer sometimes you know i was shooting two three times a day i do i think i've done like 40 something in a month um was the most i did but well i mean what constitutes an award well i mean you know uh is it view counts what is it so i mean there's used to be on showtime you know it was

So really like 10-month increments. I was doing 20 scenes a month. minimum and then during the summer sometimes you know i was shooting two three times a day i do i think i've done like 40 something in a month um was the most i did but well i mean what constitutes an award well i mean you know uh is it view counts what is it so i mean there's used to be on showtime you know it was

So really like 10-month increments. I was doing 20 scenes a month. minimum and then during the summer sometimes you know i was shooting two three times a day i do i think i've done like 40 something in a month um was the most i did but well i mean what constitutes an award well i mean you know uh is it view counts what is it so i mean there's used to be on showtime you know it was

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