e145 bear - what do you think about grieving our dying planet and sitting with this sadness?

when I got up on September 25th 2023, while searching for my glasses in the dark, I touched a little mechanical bear TRANSCRIPTION OF EPISODE (bell and breath) Vancouver, September 25, 2023.  You can hear the city in the background as I record this.  When I got up this morning, searching for my glasses, I touched this little mechanical bear… (Cranking up and unwinding of windup toy) It startled me a bit but it was also enchanting and surprising in a good way. I enjoyed listening to it come to a halt. That morning I was thinking about something  I published on my website on September 20th. I’ll read it to you.On September 20 2023, I decided to step back from being ‘me’, in the sense of letting go of old habits and patterns and adopting other new ways of being and living. This being said, I will continue to respond to invitations when my presence is useful. What do you think about that, little bear?  (Winding up and release of wind up toy) Now this statement reminded me of traps of how I fall into tarps all the time and maybe you do too? Episode 111 of this season presented two traps and I'll play back excerpts from that episode to you now. The first trap is essentially wanting the world to stop and get off. Stop the world I want to get off. Observer: I notice that you’ve fallen into a trap called ‘exit fixation’ which is where people feel a strong urge to walk out on an existing commitment. For example, when someone realises that the path they are on is full of paradoxes, contradictions, and complicities. Often their first response is to find an immediate exit in hopes of a more fulfilling and/or more innocent alternative or maybe even  an ideal community with whom to continue this work.  Me: Like an escape? Observer: Ya, something like that The second trap is about wanting to erase the past and to find some kind of spiritual haven, which, of course, is an illusion :  Observer:. It’s called spiritual bypassing and it happens when spiritual ideas or practices are used to sidestep, avoid, or escape sitting with analyses of historical and systemic violence and the difficulties of one’s complicity in historic and systemic harm. Do you know what I mean?  Me: Yes I think I do but I don’t think I do this. Observer: (interrupting) maybe not consciously but spiritual bypassing often manifests itself alongside with cultural appropriation which is something you think about every time you record a soundscape with that microphone of yours, right?   Me: I see what you mean. You’re quite a good observer.  Observer:  thank you but right back at you. Think of me as a guardian angel. Me: Or the devil…  Observer: Whatever (laughter) Now one of the dangers with spiritual bypassing is to project interpretations of ‘oneness’ that erase the realities of historical and systemic inequalities, and interpretations of ‘Enlightenment’ that tend to reinforce exceptionalism and you tend to do that… Me: Yes, sure, I do, but it’s all part of being an artist..  Observer: (interrupting) True but that does not necessarily make it right, does it? Something to think about... Me: (interrupting) That’s a lot to think about, to learn and unlearn. What do you think of that, little bear? (Winding up and release of wind up toy) Do you think it’s ok to lose one’s mind in a mad world? Do you think it’s ok to embrace failure as a path towards learning and unlearning? What do you think about grieving our dying planet and sitting with this sadness? (Winding up and release of wind up toy) * Written spontaneously on September 25th 2023 in Vancouver, this episode brought me comfort. Maybe it will bring you comfort as well? I am grateful and accountable to the earth and the human labour that provided me with the privilege of producing this episode. (including all the toxic materials and extractive processes behind the computers, recorders, transportation and infrastructure that make this podcast possible). My gesture of reciprocity for this episode is to the reseed podcast. *END NOTES FOR ALL EPISODESHey conscient listeners, I’ve been producing the conscient podcast as a learning and unlearning journey since May 2020 on un-ceded Anishinaabe Algonquin territory (Ottawa). It’s my way to give back.In parallel with the production of the conscient podcast and its francophone counterpart, balado conscient, I I publish a free ‘a calm presence' monthly Substack see https://acalmpresence.substack.com.Your feedback is always welcome at [email protected] and/or on social media: Facebook, Instagram, Linkedin, Threads, BlueSky, Mastodon, Tik Tok, YouTube and Substack.Share what you like, etcI am grateful and accountable to the earth and the human labour that provided me with the privilege of producing this podcast, including the toxic materials and extractive processes behind the computers, recorders, transportation systems and infrastructure that made this production possible. Claude SchryerLatest update on November 13, 2025

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