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This is Fresh Air. I'm Tanya Mosley. And my guest today, Bailey Williams, has written a new book that gives a vivid and at times brutal look at being a woman in the Marine Corps while struggling with disordered eating.
During her three years of service as a military linguist, Williams writes about how she pushed her body to extremes to prove her strength, running for hours a day, starving herself, binging and purging, which caused damage to her body, including her esophagus. William signed up for the Marine Corps at 18, partly to escape her strict Mormon upbringing.
But she'd come to realize the military was similar to her experiences growing up Mormon, a culture of secrecy, especially for enlisted women, who she writes were told to stay quiet about the sexual advances from superiors and fellow servicemen. Williams' story is one that we don't hear often.
Women only make up about 9% of the Marine Corps, and still, of the five military branches, it has the highest percentage of eating disorders, according to the National Institutes of Health. Bailey Williams is a writer and yoga instructor who lives in Alaska, and her book is called Hollow, a memoir of my body in the Marines. Bailey Williams, welcome to Fresh Air. Thank you so much for having me.
Bailey, let's start off with this really staggering statistic. Why does the Marine Corps, from your view, over-index with people suffering from eating disorders?
There's a significant overlap in values that you'll see in someone who's committed to an eating disorder and someone who's committed to being a good Marine. A level of competition, a level of bodily self-denial, and the belief that self-mastery comes in the form of physical prowess. I think everyone's experience of an eating disorder is unique.
I think we're all a confluence of a lot of different factors. But I do feel that some of the rhetoric that goes into the Marine culture, especially in recruiting, might even appeal to people who have certain grand desires of themselves and the really embodied sensation of wanting to be good and wanting to succeed and wanting to challenge themselves.
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