Abbie Chatfield

you don't say what you are and aren't comfortable with and like you just kind of go along and trying to fit in yeah and when you're like a pre-teen or early teenager you're doing that in general in life anyway yeah so i i would use the boys bathrooms because i was like well that's where they told me to go so i guess that's where i go and when we would get changed for p i remember all the

not all of the boys, some of the boys would try and kick the door of the cubicle in that I would get changed in.

And for some reason there was no locks on the cubicle doors.

So I had a little, they gave us all like a little USB with a lanyard on it when we started high school and I would use

the lanyard from the USB to tie up the door lock and they would try and like kick it in.

And that lanyard was strong.

Yeah.

How could they lanyard it from your school?

I know.

That's fucking awful.

Yeah.

So that was like, that was a, that was a confronting memory.

That's scary.

Yeah.

Also, why are you trying to kick,

my cubicle in yeah you don't like me you're nasty to me why are you trying to get in while I'm nude getting changed what are you doing I guess are they trying to humiliate you I guess so what would they say to you

can really remember what they would say at that time.

But another memory I had was whenever there would be a new, um, boy that would move to the school and I would, um, all the like existing boys there would be like, Oh, who do you think is the hottest girl here?

Like who do you want to be your girlfriend?

And they would always say me.