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and i felt this pressure and like nerves and now that then we announced it and then doing the first episode i was like okay so hopefully it just feels like oh like this breath has been released i'm ready to get into a rhythm with it same and like also just connect with our like community more like right now it just feels like this ambiguous like thing but now as we like start to build the community and like people are listening to it it just makes it so much more rewarding and

smart really quick i wanted to hop in here to just say we produce this podcast for free to you guys so i think it would just be a very kind gesture if you took the time right now five seconds to just hit follow subscribe heart like it basically just show whatever platform you're on that you enjoy our show and that you intend to come back um we would really really appreciate that and yeah here's your five seconds one two three four

but okay that's all thank you so so much we really really appreciate it and thank you in advance let's get back to the show yeah i think we like to start off every episode a little bit like just kind of saying what this is for but our like motto is to share the hope and the hard with heart and humor and um yeah it'd be fun to share like a little bit of hope and a little bit of something that isn't as fun maybe that we're dealing with yeah

uh in life and so i have uh a hope which i kind of feel bad saying actually i had like a i had two little versions of me on my shoulder when i was thinking of mine this morning i was like it's not nice because i have two sister-in-laws with little babies that probably aren't sleeping but oh no she's sleeping like a princess

in a season where i'm sleeping really good and i feel guilty saying that guys yeah you can look at it as a hope to your future i hope that you're sleeping well for our sake you should be we hope that we we can't we're not sleeping so we're not doing great that was actually my heart oh really i'm so sorry we're on the same wavelength i hate that i think the reason this feels so rewarding though is like knowing

like where i've been like where oh yeah and it's funny just because like the nature of my children but it's like my oldest one is always the one that's gonna be and he's surely in our room sleeping with us but at least we're sleeping but at least you're sleeping i just hear the door creak at like because we have his light set to turn a different color so he was like several light cues that happen in his room but it turns blue after 11 30 so we can have like alone time oh

And don't have to go to bed at like 7 o'clock when he goes to bed.

But usually he wakes up somewhere like around 1 o'clock.

And I just hear our door squeak.

And he doesn't even say anything.

He just scampers into his little mattress on the ground.

And goes right back to sleep.

But because he's with us, he sleeps so late.

Because he's just like, I'm just in mom and dad's room.

Sometimes he's awake just like laying there.

And then Augie is sleeping in because Griffin's not waking him up.

Wow.

So Griffin woke up at 9.20 on Saturday morning.

Did you think, were you like, are you okay?

I didn't think he was in there anymore.