Adam22

Cause like in the past there was a former host on this podcast who at one point was like really leaning on that of like, I'm a rapper.

I need to be able to like, you know,

present myself a certain way with other women and stuff.

Because as a rapper, I need to be cool.

I need to be fun.

I need to be, you know, having girls in my videos, blah, blah, blah.

And like, apparently at a certain point, like he was getting away with this with his girl, but then at a certain point it becomes like, okay, in what way are you really a rapper?

you've got music videos but it's like wait you're not nba young boy because i understand him making that argument i understand like taiga having to say like hey i'm gonna do this video i'm gonna be feeling up on 20 bbls in there or whatever like but even then like the actual rappers are like when's the last time you saw drake actually do anything physical with a girl yeah he's like dancing i'm in the video robin oh no he's not a

Yeah, it's like, you know, it should be like a pretty easy conversation.

for me because like as a porn guy or whatever it's like my girl legitimately does not give two fucks about me doing porn with other girls like she actually like i will have a day where i film two different plug talk scenes with two different girls and then i come home and she doesn't even think about it if i mention it it's like oh hi yeah you were doing that all day however she doesn't give a fuck but then as soon as i get attention from a non-porn star or like a girl

I'm a girl who seems like she wants to fuck me just on the basis of who I am.

Oh, she's going nuclear.

Oh man.

It's like a different thing.

And it's like, it's strange for me to get used to that still, because I'm still kind of, but I guess I get it too, because I don't really give a fuck about her shooting porn with other guys.

Like, I mean, I probably care more than she cares about me shooting girls.

but ultimately like if there was anything even slightly flirtatious with her and another dude like if i saw text like with swaggy p hitting her dms yeah well i mean like she didn't respond to that or whatever so that's pretty easy but like if there was something where one of these porn dudes like if i ever saw a text message with one of these dudes that seemed like she was actually flirting with them like i'm not gonna lie i might be just done like my crash yeah no i

feel that well so you'll be so you're cool with if she's doing her job and she's performing doing the scene that's fine yeah the sex the porn thing is like one thing and if you see like a whole bunch of text messages that's feelings it's because she has either convinced me or gaslit me depending on how you want to view it over the years into believing that she actually would never have feelings for anybody else or be like that with anyone else so i mean it might sound i understand it sounds insane to people but it actually like fully

But it is kind of in the soul of a man to fuck a good thing up.

We always do it.