AJ
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So I guess it's a little bit of both.
Um, I've, so I don't know where to start.
So, um,
It's a little bit of both.
So I don't know where to start with that.
So long story, I had seen the writing on the wall for about six months and I had been trying to take some steps to change some things, you know, use nicer words, whatever.
And it just it came to head one day.
I made a kind of a crash comments around the kids about how hard I'm working.
My exact thoughts were I'm killing myself mentally and physically to put food on this table.
And my kids took it as I'm killing myself.
And they went to their mom about it and said, hey, dad said he's going to kill himself, which is not what I said.
And she said, well, we're out.
Yeah, so, I mean, I agree.
It wasn't the one comment.
At the end of the day, I am a turtle.
I hide from conflict.
And so instead of dealing with my mess, her mess, and marriage, I just retreated to video games.
That's my therapy.
I'm not an alcoholic.
I don't do drugs.