Alayna

Yeah, her cousin is here.

Yeah, her cousin is here.

cope with that yeah it's yeah the this case for you is probably like the moore's murderers were for me yeah because i was like invading like a lot of times it invades my dreams but like that invaded my dreams in a way that i can't describe no that's the thing and i don't usually do the more brutal cases like you do but

cope with that yeah it's yeah the this case for you is probably like the moore's murderers were for me yeah because i was like invading like a lot of times it invades my dreams but like that invaded my dreams in a way that i can't describe no that's the thing and i don't usually do the more brutal cases like you do but

I think I've told everybody about my method. I don't know if you have to have like a divergent brain for it to work. You do. You absolutely do. But it literally works for me.

I think I've told everybody about my method. I don't know if you have to have like a divergent brain for it to work. You do. You absolutely do. But it literally works for me.

If you feel it out there, it's... If you picture whatever you're picturing in your head, it's usually a visual that will really get me. My brain will make a visual or I'll see a visual during research that just really fucks me up. And right now, I just got, whoops, it's there. I'm thinking about the Moores murders and a certain visual is coming into my brain. So right now...

If you feel it out there, it's... If you picture whatever you're picturing in your head, it's usually a visual that will really get me. My brain will make a visual or I'll see a visual during research that just really fucks me up. And right now, I just got, whoops, it's there. I'm thinking about the Moores murders and a certain visual is coming into my brain. So right now...

I'm looking at it, and in my brain, I have one of those little dry erase board erasers. Yes, erasers. And I'm erasing it. And it's gone. And if it pops back up, then I say, oh, now we're on a computer. Throw it in the trash. I don't have a backup, so I can't see it again. You are interesting. I actually told the girls to do that, and that helped my kids. They were having like nightmares.

I'm looking at it, and in my brain, I have one of those little dry erase board erasers. Yes, erasers. And I'm erasing it. And it's gone. And if it pops back up, then I say, oh, now we're on a computer. Throw it in the trash. I don't have a backup, so I can't see it again. You are interesting. I actually told the girls to do that, and that helped my kids. They were having like nightmares.

It was just one night where they had watched something, I think, and we didn't think it was going to be anything that would bother them, but you just never know what's going to stick with a kid. And I think it was like – I can't remember, actually – But they were like, oh, that like this one scene in this movie or TV show, like where there was like a wolf or something.

It was just one night where they had watched something, I think, and we didn't think it was going to be anything that would bother them, but you just never know what's going to stick with a kid. And I think it was like – I can't remember, actually – But they were like, oh, that like this one scene in this movie or TV show, like where there was like a wolf or something.

They were like, what if there's a wolf in the woods? And I was like, well, what are you seeing in your head? And they just told me. And I was like, okay. And I was like, you know how on a computer you can erase something by putting it in the trash? And they were like, yeah. I was like, put the image in the trash. Maybe I'll try that. And then I was like, did you guys make a backup?

They were like, what if there's a wolf in the woods? And I was like, well, what are you seeing in your head? And they just told me. And I was like, okay. And I was like, you know how on a computer you can erase something by putting it in the trash? And they were like, yeah. I was like, put the image in the trash. Maybe I'll try that. And then I was like, did you guys make a backup?

Did you save another version of that image? And they were like, what? I was like, did you save another version of that image? Mom, this is the office. And they were like, no. I was like, then you can't see it again because you trashed it.

Did you save another version of that image? And they were like, what? I was like, did you save another version of that image? Mom, this is the office. And they were like, no. I was like, then you can't see it again because you trashed it.

And one of my kids especially was like, that worked. I love that your brain just always stands on business. Yeah, 100%.

And one of my kids especially was like, that worked. I love that your brain just always stands on business. Yeah, 100%.

I'm constantly doing admin in my brain. You're so weird. So, yeah. If you don't have a backup of it, you can't get it back. Oh, I have a backup of every horrible memory that I've ever had. Keep throwing it in the trash. I'll try. And then you empty the trash.

I'm constantly doing admin in my brain. You're so weird. So, yeah. If you don't have a backup of it, you can't get it back. Oh, I have a backup of every horrible memory that I've ever had. Keep throwing it in the trash. I'll try. And then you empty the trash.