Alex Cooper

It's not really about the relationship again, because like right now and has been from the start.

My boyfriend is

fantastic like i love him and um i can't i i i can't not be honest to him because he also like he will just see right through me and uh he's so patient and he's so understanding and um i think having some sort of crush like we obviously spoke about it and uh he could tell like immediately he's like so what's going on you know what i mean like what's up with you

how did you handle that you just have to talk about it it's actually not that it doesn't have to be dramatic and then you just say how you feel and he know he knows me better almost than i know myself because he also knows that we call actually saying i'm a woman but this person that craves this validation we call her the girl and sometimes the girl pops out and she wants to like

roam around town but the girl is kind of gone now girl is gone because you're a woman now zara yes yes we and so your boyfriend was like he was okay like he was like i wouldn't say okay i wouldn't say okay but you got through it yeah like it wasn't it wasn't like very dramatic it was just like

What I'm saying that he wasn't okay.

He wasn't like, it's fine by me, baby.

But he was just like, let's have an honest conversation because that's all you can have.

Have you ever been cheated on?

Yes.

In previous relationships, like my first relationship was just...

That was so weird.

We were together from like 14 to 18, 19.

And we were together for three months.

And then he told me like, I'm sorry, I slept with someone at a party.

And then our relationship was kind of just like that for the whole of my teenage years.

very traumatic.

Like we were both just really bad for each other, but we didn't have any sort of reference point to like what love is supposed to be.

And that like teenage fiery, like hormones everywhere.

You think it's like passion and really it's just trash.