Alex Cooper

Everyone was starting to kind of put it together that Matt was the sexy Zoom man, the call her daddy girl was talking about every week now. And I could tell Matt was uncomfortable and a little overwhelmed by all of this. He is such a private person.

And when Matt and I now talk about that time back in our lives, he always laughs and is like, I just had no idea how serious you and I were going to become. So, of course, I was like trying to protect myself and I was hesitant to have someone talk so seriously.

And when Matt and I now talk about that time back in our lives, he always laughs and is like, I just had no idea how serious you and I were going to become. So, of course, I was like trying to protect myself and I was hesitant to have someone talk so seriously.

And when Matt and I now talk about that time back in our lives, he always laughs and is like, I just had no idea how serious you and I were going to become. So, of course, I was like trying to protect myself and I was hesitant to have someone talk so seriously.

explicitly about me in a way that could probably impact my life and i'm always like totally fair babe totally fair thank god it worked out but totally fair like i get it that's he wasn't in control i had like all the keys and i was driving and he was just hoping i didn't fucking go too far each week but so that though i will say was the first time in my life of having call her daddy

explicitly about me in a way that could probably impact my life and i'm always like totally fair babe totally fair thank god it worked out but totally fair like i get it that's he wasn't in control i had like all the keys and i was driving and he was just hoping i didn't fucking go too far each week but so that though i will say was the first time in my life of having call her daddy

explicitly about me in a way that could probably impact my life and i'm always like totally fair babe totally fair thank god it worked out but totally fair like i get it that's he wasn't in control i had like all the keys and i was driving and he was just hoping i didn't fucking go too far each week but so that though i will say was the first time in my life of having call her daddy

that I was torn about next week's podcast. It was the first time that I ever thought about sparing a man's feelings because I actually cared about him. And trust me, I hated myself too at that point. I was like, no, you cannot care about him. Like, fuck this. Like, exploit your life. Exploit him. Keep it fucking moving. But that just wasn't the truth. I did care.

that I was torn about next week's podcast. It was the first time that I ever thought about sparing a man's feelings because I actually cared about him. And trust me, I hated myself too at that point. I was like, no, you cannot care about him. Like, fuck this. Like, exploit your life. Exploit him. Keep it fucking moving. But that just wasn't the truth. I did care.

that I was torn about next week's podcast. It was the first time that I ever thought about sparing a man's feelings because I actually cared about him. And trust me, I hated myself too at that point. I was like, no, you cannot care about him. Like, fuck this. Like, exploit your life. Exploit him. Keep it fucking moving. But that just wasn't the truth. I did care.

And so I will say the situation kind of forced us to have more honest and real conversations than we probably typically would have had at that point and seeing each other. And we really had to talk honestly and openly about whether we could fit into each other's lives. The reality was I was a very, very, very public person and he was beyond private. How the fuck is that going to work?

And so I will say the situation kind of forced us to have more honest and real conversations than we probably typically would have had at that point and seeing each other. And we really had to talk honestly and openly about whether we could fit into each other's lives. The reality was I was a very, very, very public person and he was beyond private. How the fuck is that going to work?

And so I will say the situation kind of forced us to have more honest and real conversations than we probably typically would have had at that point and seeing each other. And we really had to talk honestly and openly about whether we could fit into each other's lives. The reality was I was a very, very, very public person and he was beyond private. How the fuck is that going to work?

I think what was confusing was the compatibility like immediately off the bat was their compatibility. The intimacy was there. Everything felt right. But this aspect was going to take compromising from both of us. Obviously, you guys know how this story ends. It, thank God, worked out. And Matt and I, over that next year, we found a rhythm that worked for us.

I think what was confusing was the compatibility like immediately off the bat was their compatibility. The intimacy was there. Everything felt right. But this aspect was going to take compromising from both of us. Obviously, you guys know how this story ends. It, thank God, worked out. And Matt and I, over that next year, we found a rhythm that worked for us.

I think what was confusing was the compatibility like immediately off the bat was their compatibility. The intimacy was there. Everything felt right. But this aspect was going to take compromising from both of us. Obviously, you guys know how this story ends. It, thank God, worked out. And Matt and I, over that next year, we found a rhythm that worked for us.

And looking back, without a doubt, I think my biggest fear at the time had been that I genuinely believed that I wouldn't find a man who would let me just be me and support me and support my career because it is a lot to take on. And, you know, I think for Matt, I feel like Matt's biggest fear, honestly, was he was just like, I just don't want you to ruin my life. Please don't take me down.

And looking back, without a doubt, I think my biggest fear at the time had been that I genuinely believed that I wouldn't find a man who would let me just be me and support me and support my career because it is a lot to take on. And, you know, I think for Matt, I feel like Matt's biggest fear, honestly, was he was just like, I just don't want you to ruin my life. Please don't take me down.

And looking back, without a doubt, I think my biggest fear at the time had been that I genuinely believed that I wouldn't find a man who would let me just be me and support me and support my career because it is a lot to take on. And, you know, I think for Matt, I feel like Matt's biggest fear, honestly, was he was just like, I just don't want you to ruin my life. Please don't take me down.

I didn't. Everything is fine. But overall, I think the more and more we fell in love, I actually, I felt this internal shift in myself where I didn't have an urge to talk about everything that happened between us because I wanted to protect our relationship. And I was the one leading this decision-making, which was nice. Matt had made it clear.