Alex Warren

I think for me, you know, I think in everything, especially in a place where there's clashing, it takes two people.

Regardless, you know, she could have been a better parent.

She could have realized she had a problem and whatnot.

My mom...

watched her husband die and then had to raise four kids by herself.

How the am I supposed to judge something like that?

How am I supposed to say you did that wrong?

You know?

And that's the one part for me is like, I gesture so hard.

I thought you're supposed to be this perfect person.

You're supposed to be this parent and

It's crazy how selfish I could have been to assume that.

I don't know what you went through.

I don't know what it's like.

It's your first time living.

There's no perfect book on how to raise four kids, watch your husband die to cancer, and all of a sudden have everything that you thought in life ripped away from you in a second and just have to put a smile on it and not have a cope.

So yeah, I think that was my biggest thing is, you know, I spent my whole life judging this person, not putting myself in their shoes and understanding what they had to go through to be okay.

She had to have drinks to be okay.

She had to kill herself to be okay with life.

That's hard.