Alex Warren

She didn't have friends.

She didn't have family anymore.

Everyone left her.

Everyone left.

Because they wanted to focus on themselves.

I think that's the hardest thing that I've had to deal with is...

When I thought about that, I remember I was driving and I started thinking about my life and how I'm terrified to be alone.

And I started to think about my mom and I realized that she was alone and I texted her and I wanted to check on her.

And little did I know she was dying alone.

And so for me, yeah, I mean, it's so easy to – it's so easy when people are out of your life.

And now that it's happened to me so many times to be like, wow, I wish I did this different.

And you're never going to survive if you think that way.

Yeah.

It's never going to – I have lost so many people in my life.

And every time you – it's so goddamn easy to be like, oh, fuck.

I should have done this more.

I should have walked with them every day.

I should have cherished those moments in between.

But now when I have friendships and I have relationships, nothing matters.

To me, at least, any issue is small because I'm able to put in perspective the things that I've lost and been able to now understand the gravity of what that means and losing someone.