Alfie
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But this is the best analogy I've got, so bear with me.
And I need my analogies, Casper, they keep me sane.
The withdrawal starts off like tingling in my fingers, almost like pins and needles, but kind of cold.
Like the feeling of mint in your mouth, you know?
And it creeps and creeps.
And I can feel myself sweating and my heart starts thundering and I can't breathe.
And all I can think about is the taste and... I've tasted blood before, but it's not like caspuses.
It's like rust and nothing, normal blood.
This is like... It's sweet.
Like honey and wine and musk and boozy and rich and... God.
I should sleep before it starts.
Casper said it would be like this.
It can only serve as a pause.
It can't heal what happened.
So either I spread it out
I drink two doses at once and I become like him.
Like Casper.
But I don't need to decide that yet.
I have enough blood left.
I've measured it out carefully.