Allison Holker

And it's because I can honestly look back on my life and say that I have left it and lived it through integrity and honesty, authenticity. And I have carried my beautiful children with me, lifting them up, having honest conversations with them. still seeing the beauty of life no matter what is thrown my way. And I'm really proud of that. The person I am today, I'm proud of that I can...

honestly say that I just want to lift people up. I want to see people succeed. I want to lift myself up. I still romanticize about life. I still see the beauty. I can look at a tree and look at it with such eyes of like, oh gosh, this is such a majestic thing that's existing in front of me. And it's so beautiful. And I get to experience it. I can look at the

honestly say that I just want to lift people up. I want to see people succeed. I want to lift myself up. I still romanticize about life. I still see the beauty. I can look at a tree and look at it with such eyes of like, oh gosh, this is such a majestic thing that's existing in front of me. And it's so beautiful. And I get to experience it. I can look at the

honestly say that I just want to lift people up. I want to see people succeed. I want to lift myself up. I still romanticize about life. I still see the beauty. I can look at a tree and look at it with such eyes of like, oh gosh, this is such a majestic thing that's existing in front of me. And it's so beautiful. And I get to experience it. I can look at the

the littlest thing in the room, the biggest thing in the room, and still celebrate it. That's who I am. I am someone that still wants everyone around me to be the best versions of themselves. I don't wish harm on anyone. And to me, that's what life is, is just going out and experiencing and accepting. And if you can do that and be resilient, You've won. You've won.

the littlest thing in the room, the biggest thing in the room, and still celebrate it. That's who I am. I am someone that still wants everyone around me to be the best versions of themselves. I don't wish harm on anyone. And to me, that's what life is, is just going out and experiencing and accepting. And if you can do that and be resilient, You've won. You've won.

the littlest thing in the room, the biggest thing in the room, and still celebrate it. That's who I am. I am someone that still wants everyone around me to be the best versions of themselves. I don't wish harm on anyone. And to me, that's what life is, is just going out and experiencing and accepting. And if you can do that and be resilient, You've won. You've won.

And I just want to continue to do that and to teach that and preach that to other people. That what I am today is I'm happy and I'm settled and I'm content with whatever's thrown my way. And I know I'll be okay. That's who I am today.

And I just want to continue to do that and to teach that and preach that to other people. That what I am today is I'm happy and I'm settled and I'm content with whatever's thrown my way. And I know I'll be okay. That's who I am today.

And I just want to continue to do that and to teach that and preach that to other people. That what I am today is I'm happy and I'm settled and I'm content with whatever's thrown my way. And I know I'll be okay. That's who I am today.

I'm really proud of that. You know, there was definitely a moment where after the tragedy that I was really in doubt with myself of, will I ever like myself? Will I ever forgive myself? Can I ever forgive him? Could I ever get past this great loss and trust anyone again? Could I trust myself? Can I look at people and ever see the beauty again? I did.

I'm really proud of that. You know, there was definitely a moment where after the tragedy that I was really in doubt with myself of, will I ever like myself? Will I ever forgive myself? Can I ever forgive him? Could I ever get past this great loss and trust anyone again? Could I trust myself? Can I look at people and ever see the beauty again? I did.

I'm really proud of that. You know, there was definitely a moment where after the tragedy that I was really in doubt with myself of, will I ever like myself? Will I ever forgive myself? Can I ever forgive him? Could I ever get past this great loss and trust anyone again? Could I trust myself? Can I look at people and ever see the beauty again? I did.

There was like, I mean, it wasn't very long though. You know, there's a moment. There's a moment you feel really, really low. Can I ever be loved? Can I love? And then I quickly turned that around and said, no, that's not who I am. It's not what I've ever believed. And I'm not gonna let myself fall down that tunnel. I deserve love. I deserve life.

There was like, I mean, it wasn't very long though. You know, there's a moment. There's a moment you feel really, really low. Can I ever be loved? Can I love? And then I quickly turned that around and said, no, that's not who I am. It's not what I've ever believed. And I'm not gonna let myself fall down that tunnel. I deserve love. I deserve life.

There was like, I mean, it wasn't very long though. You know, there's a moment. There's a moment you feel really, really low. Can I ever be loved? Can I love? And then I quickly turned that around and said, no, that's not who I am. It's not what I've ever believed. And I'm not gonna let myself fall down that tunnel. I deserve love. I deserve life.

I deserve to still experience this with my children, and they more than anything deserve that. And I can't be an example telling anyone to pick up and wake up and go about a day and see the beauty in life if I'm not doing that myself. So I quickly turned the energy of victim mentality and woe is me. And I was like, I don't live this way. That's not who I am.

I deserve to still experience this with my children, and they more than anything deserve that. And I can't be an example telling anyone to pick up and wake up and go about a day and see the beauty in life if I'm not doing that myself. So I quickly turned the energy of victim mentality and woe is me. And I was like, I don't live this way. That's not who I am.

I deserve to still experience this with my children, and they more than anything deserve that. And I can't be an example telling anyone to pick up and wake up and go about a day and see the beauty in life if I'm not doing that myself. So I quickly turned the energy of victim mentality and woe is me. And I was like, I don't live this way. That's not who I am.

And I gave myself that permission to be fully embracing and accepting of life and love because that is what we're here to do. And that's what I want to preach. And that's what I want somebody to tell me. And that's what I'm going to tell someone else. And that's what I'm going to tell my own personal being to be. Every single day. And I have chose love.