Amanda Knox

I'm just trying to like not be the completely and utterly overwhelmed and disempowered person that I was when I was in prison. Like I lost so much. I had so little control of my life. And I think in the end, all of us do.

I'm just trying to like not be the completely and utterly overwhelmed and disempowered person that I was when I was in prison. Like I lost so much. I had so little control of my life. And I think in the end, all of us do.

I'm just trying to like not be the completely and utterly overwhelmed and disempowered person that I was when I was in prison. Like I lost so much. I had so little control of my life. And I think in the end, all of us do.

I feel like I weirdly had a midlife crisis when I was 20 because my entire life fell apart or I was on I was I was put on this this track, this train that just like left the station and was going on its own. And there was really nothing I could do to stop it. And so, OK, now what?

I feel like I weirdly had a midlife crisis when I was 20 because my entire life fell apart or I was on I was I was put on this this track, this train that just like left the station and was going on its own. And there was really nothing I could do to stop it. And so, OK, now what?

I feel like I weirdly had a midlife crisis when I was 20 because my entire life fell apart or I was on I was I was put on this this track, this train that just like left the station and was going on its own. And there was really nothing I could do to stop it. And so, OK, now what?

Is it self-serving?

Is it self-serving?

Is it self-serving?

And he's also not in a vacuum. There were other people around him who were building him up and supporting that story.

And he's also not in a vacuum. There were other people around him who were building him up and supporting that story.

And he's also not in a vacuum. There were other people around him who were building him up and supporting that story.

All of that can be true. And I can accept that as also true. And I think there's this weird resistance that people have to accepting the context around a person. Maybe because you realize that if you accept the context around the person, that feeling of self-righteousness that you're ultimately grasping onto dissipates because it does inevitably dissipate.

All of that can be true. And I can accept that as also true. And I think there's this weird resistance that people have to accepting the context around a person. Maybe because you realize that if you accept the context around the person, that feeling of self-righteousness that you're ultimately grasping onto dissipates because it does inevitably dissipate.

All of that can be true. And I can accept that as also true. And I think there's this weird resistance that people have to accepting the context around a person. Maybe because you realize that if you accept the context around the person, that feeling of self-righteousness that you're ultimately grasping onto dissipates because it does inevitably dissipate.

But I think that's, again, a symptom of someone dwelling on the life that they should have lived instead of accepting the life that they have. Right. And I just find that to be a waste of time.

But I think that's, again, a symptom of someone dwelling on the life that they should have lived instead of accepting the life that they have. Right. And I just find that to be a waste of time.

But I think that's, again, a symptom of someone dwelling on the life that they should have lived instead of accepting the life that they have. Right. And I just find that to be a waste of time.

Yeah. Yeah. I think that is a scary trap that victims can fall into is like how you then become self-destructive in your own mind as a result of someone having been destructive towards you. I think that is the deepest tragedy of hurt is how it can then become implosive. And I did not want to implode. I was scared to implode. I saw a lot of people around me in prison imploding.

Yeah. Yeah. I think that is a scary trap that victims can fall into is like how you then become self-destructive in your own mind as a result of someone having been destructive towards you. I think that is the deepest tragedy of hurt is how it can then become implosive. And I did not want to implode. I was scared to implode. I saw a lot of people around me in prison imploding.