Amber Boone

But yeah, it freaking I just said like, I honestly like what the hell man raising kids. I've been doing this shit since I was 14. I am tired. I'm so tired.

I think it's because I have a second to be angry. I think that when she was in active addiction, I was so busy worrying about her and so busy like, you know, is she safe? Oh my God, save her, save her. And also I couldn't because once I got the baby, I had to focus on the baby. So before I had the baby, I was knocking on hotel doors. I was chasing her down.

I think it's because I have a second to be angry. I think that when she was in active addiction, I was so busy worrying about her and so busy like, you know, is she safe? Oh my God, save her, save her. And also I couldn't because once I got the baby, I had to focus on the baby. So before I had the baby, I was knocking on hotel doors. I was chasing her down.

I think it's because I have a second to be angry. I think that when she was in active addiction, I was so busy worrying about her and so busy like, you know, is she safe? Oh my God, save her, save her. And also I couldn't because once I got the baby, I had to focus on the baby. So before I had the baby, I was knocking on hotel doors. I was chasing her down.

I was like doing all of the things to try to legitimately like literally save her. And then I got the baby and I had to focus on my energy and the baby. So then all of my like emotional stuff and my mental stuff, my worries, my dreams, like everything was around my daughter. Is she safe? Is she alive? Is she okay? Oh my God, what's going on?

I was like doing all of the things to try to legitimately like literally save her. And then I got the baby and I had to focus on my energy and the baby. So then all of my like emotional stuff and my mental stuff, my worries, my dreams, like everything was around my daughter. Is she safe? Is she alive? Is she okay? Oh my God, what's going on?

I was like doing all of the things to try to legitimately like literally save her. And then I got the baby and I had to focus on my energy and the baby. So then all of my like emotional stuff and my mental stuff, my worries, my dreams, like everything was around my daughter. Is she safe? Is she alive? Is she okay? Oh my God, what's going on?

And it's like, once all of that is like lowered because now she's in recovery and she is safe and you know, she's good. And then it's like, Okay. Okay. So now you're safe and you're good, but why did you do this? Like, what the heck? You know what I mean? Like, and it's frustrating too, because mind you, I kind of started going through all this publicly because I did share it.

And it's like, once all of that is like lowered because now she's in recovery and she is safe and you know, she's good. And then it's like, Okay. Okay. So now you're safe and you're good, but why did you do this? Like, what the heck? You know what I mean? Like, and it's frustrating too, because mind you, I kind of started going through all this publicly because I did share it.

And it's like, once all of that is like lowered because now she's in recovery and she is safe and you know, she's good. And then it's like, Okay. Okay. So now you're safe and you're good, but why did you do this? Like, what the heck? You know what I mean? Like, and it's frustrating too, because mind you, I kind of started going through all this publicly because I did share it.

And so then people ask me questions, which sometimes makes me think things that I maybe haven't thought of before. And people, you know, say a lot of really mean things. Oh, obviously you were a horrible mom. Obviously you, you inflicted trauma on her and it's your fault. And like all these things that I'm like, Oh, my God. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think it's my fault.

And so then people ask me questions, which sometimes makes me think things that I maybe haven't thought of before. And people, you know, say a lot of really mean things. Oh, obviously you were a horrible mom. Obviously you, you inflicted trauma on her and it's your fault. And like all these things that I'm like, Oh, my God. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think it's my fault.

And so then people ask me questions, which sometimes makes me think things that I maybe haven't thought of before. And people, you know, say a lot of really mean things. Oh, obviously you were a horrible mom. Obviously you, you inflicted trauma on her and it's your fault. And like all these things that I'm like, Oh, my God. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think it's my fault.

Like, even if people tell me that or not, I'm always – I will literally be sitting there like, you know, I wonder if I didn't ground her in the eighth grade for calling that boy if she would have – you know what I mean? I literally – I think – and I've had the conversation with my daughter. Like, do you think it's because you got in trouble that one time? Remember when I yelled at you?

Like, even if people tell me that or not, I'm always – I will literally be sitting there like, you know, I wonder if I didn't ground her in the eighth grade for calling that boy if she would have – you know what I mean? I literally – I think – and I've had the conversation with my daughter. Like, do you think it's because you got in trouble that one time? Remember when I yelled at you?

Like, even if people tell me that or not, I'm always – I will literally be sitting there like, you know, I wonder if I didn't ground her in the eighth grade for calling that boy if she would have – you know what I mean? I literally – I think – and I've had the conversation with my daughter. Like, do you think it's because you got in trouble that one time? Remember when I yelled at you?

You think, like – I just ask her, like, why? Because – Your kid is 13, 14 years old right now, like your oldest. So think about when I raised her, like I said, we achieved like this picture perfect thing. I was like, oh my God, like the person that people look to like, wow, you did it. My daughter was on the honor roll. She got good grades. She was in church.

You think, like – I just ask her, like, why? Because – Your kid is 13, 14 years old right now, like your oldest. So think about when I raised her, like I said, we achieved like this picture perfect thing. I was like, oh my God, like the person that people look to like, wow, you did it. My daughter was on the honor roll. She got good grades. She was in church.

You think, like – I just ask her, like, why? Because – Your kid is 13, 14 years old right now, like your oldest. So think about when I raised her, like I said, we achieved like this picture perfect thing. I was like, oh my God, like the person that people look to like, wow, you did it. My daughter was on the honor roll. She got good grades. She was in church.

She was on the cheerleading team, like picture perfect. Okay. She was like amazing. She graduated at 16 years old, did all the things. Right.