Amie Balesky

It's like, but like negative sexual, not just like creation sexual.

And I look at her and I was like, weird.

I said, he keeps like referring to that.

You're like a mistress or like maybe he wasn't fully committed.

And she was like, I was.

And I was like,

Oh, OK.

Like actually his mistress.

And she says, I just wanted to see if he still loves me.

And so I'm like, OK, well, let's figure it out now.

I already know he's in a lower vibrational state.

So that boy is not feeling any love at all like that.

That is not fine.

And so I start feeling and I was like, what happened to you?

And he's like, are they there?

where are they at and it's like you can hear this in your brain where are they at where are those stupid boys where are they at and i was like okay he keeps talking about something like boys so like maybe two and they're not with him he was like oh they're up there they're up there they're around his they're you know their mother

And he goes through and he makes me hear what sounds like the offloaded shotgun, like that whole thing.

He makes me feel trudging through really tall grass, like up to the knees.

He makes me see ducklings that like walk behind their mom.

He makes me hear the opening of a...