Amika Mota

Yeah, so count time, we get counted the same as everybody else on the inside.

And so count time is when the sergeant comes through and everybody needs to be on their bunk and accounted for, basically.

What was your number?

X32168.

You fucking broke the social contract with the whole world when you went to prison and left your kids.

Like that is the most real thing ever.

Like once you break this social contract, that's it.

Like that's just how it's perceived, right?

From the world and by us when we internalize this shit.

And regardless of all of the ways they feel about me, it's like there's no going back.

There's none.

I can only move forward.

The front thing was a whole porch all the way around the front, like a wraparound porch.

Yeah, it was really beautiful.

I loved that house.

It was kind of a dream house.

Yeah, so Tehachapi is just these high desert mountains, a lot of rolling hills, really beautiful.

You can see the shadows on the hills from the clouds.

I had big dreams of taking care of the home and having a garden and having nice meals and

I tried.