Amy

What was going on?

And what she kept saying is that her perspective was, is that I was really nervous and didn't know what to do.

And I was really nervous about the fact of his partner and the child, that that was something that really bothered me, even though I'd been told that there was nothing to be worrying about.

In her perspective, she saw that I was really worried about it.

And from my perspective, it was like I was really excited and it felt very good to be singled out, to have special attention and that I had a kiss with someone that was older.

And that was really cool.

I was like probably on top of the world.

I was really...

fortunate in the timing of this because I was in my last semester of high school and by this time I had things planned.

I was gonna go on a European trip with our band and orchestra and I was gonna come home and work for the summer and then go to Ohio for school.

So I had the next things to work toward and be excited about and not just to mention like finals and the end of school and all that.

So

This relationship just kind of fizzled out.

Nothing dramatic happened.

There was no fight or no weird pressure or anything.

It was just kind of like, I think we were both moving on in our lives.

So how lucky for me that that is the way that it ended up because I was able to kind of put things in a box and be able to like pull that box out when I wanted to feel excited and put it back and not really think much of it.

I mean, I was thrilled just to have attention.

Like it was just a different time.

I mean, it wasn't that long ago, but it just seemed like people wouldn't have maybe called that an abuse of power.