Andrea Gibson

And my dad has been missing his right eyebrow ever since I started chemo and kept my eyebrows.

And so I also live in those worlds and those realms and who knows what is what, but I guess it's the science of love.

Maybe I'm not sure.

So that's how they are.

I think one of the strangest things is you expect that to be what happens.

Like even when you were writing back and Glennon, your email to me was so kind and it was just like, we can do anything.

We don't have to do this podcast.

And I think one of the strangest things is you expect everything to just stop or you expect to want it to stop.

but life is still life.

And I remember early on when I was talking about my potential death all the time, Meg said to me, you know, baby, you're not a narcissist, but your death is.

And it was so true.

And then at that time I thought, oh yes, it is.

And so, and then I sort of, I'm like, I'm going to branch out a little bit.

And since then, it's the world.

And also because I have felt a little bit as if I am not quite in the world the same way ever since I was diagnosed.

I feel like I'm in kind of a different realm.

And now as I get this news and I'm thinking, okay, it could be that I die soon.

There is part of me that wants to be even more worldly.

Of like, oh, this humanness, like all of it.

So I'm just like, I want to do regular things.