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Andrew Callaghan

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The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Oh, yeah.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

That's the best question I've ever been asked in history. Really? Yeah. Yeah, because you asked about, no one's ever figured that out. I don't know how you did that. Just because of, I don't know, I watched a lot of your stuff. I've never said it. You thought of that? Yeah, I wrote it down. So basically, depersonalization is the main symptom that accompanies HPPD symptoms.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

That's the best question I've ever been asked in history. Really? Yeah. Yeah, because you asked about, no one's ever figured that out. I don't know how you did that. Just because of, I don't know, I watched a lot of your stuff. I've never said it. You thought of that? Yeah, I wrote it down. So basically, depersonalization is the main symptom that accompanies HPPD symptoms.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

That's the best question I've ever been asked in history. Really? Yeah. Yeah, because you asked about, no one's ever figured that out. I don't know how you did that. Just because of, I don't know, I watched a lot of your stuff. I've never said it. You thought of that? Yeah, I wrote it down. So basically, depersonalization is the main symptom that accompanies HPPD symptoms.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Because of the unreality created by your visual symptoms, oftentimes you become depersonalized. And depersonalization is similar to the second symptom, which is derealization. So the difference is that when you're depersonalized, you get the sensation that I am not real. I have no connection to my body.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Because of the unreality created by your visual symptoms, oftentimes you become depersonalized. And depersonalization is similar to the second symptom, which is derealization. So the difference is that when you're depersonalized, you get the sensation that I am not real. I have no connection to my body.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Because of the unreality created by your visual symptoms, oftentimes you become depersonalized. And depersonalization is similar to the second symptom, which is derealization. So the difference is that when you're depersonalized, you get the sensation that I am not real. I have no connection to my body.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

I am a nebulous soul being held prisoner in a skin suit and particularly trapped in an escape room behind my eyes and trying to figure out how to escape the hell of self.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

I am a nebulous soul being held prisoner in a skin suit and particularly trapped in an escape room behind my eyes and trying to figure out how to escape the hell of self.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

I am a nebulous soul being held prisoner in a skin suit and particularly trapped in an escape room behind my eyes and trying to figure out how to escape the hell of self.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

that's super terrifying once you come to terms with the fact that you are stuck in the skin suit derealization comes which is okay i am real but the rest of the world is not everything that i'm seeing is a non-sensory object and everything in my visual field and in the world is a hallucination or a figment of my condition and i'm the only conscious being on the planet that's like the loneliest thing i've ever i wouldn't wish the feeling on my worst enemy and i hate my enemies

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

that's super terrifying once you come to terms with the fact that you are stuck in the skin suit derealization comes which is okay i am real but the rest of the world is not everything that i'm seeing is a non-sensory object and everything in my visual field and in the world is a hallucination or a figment of my condition and i'm the only conscious being on the planet that's like the loneliest thing i've ever i wouldn't wish the feeling on my worst enemy and i hate my enemies

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

that's super terrifying once you come to terms with the fact that you are stuck in the skin suit derealization comes which is okay i am real but the rest of the world is not everything that i'm seeing is a non-sensory object and everything in my visual field and in the world is a hallucination or a figment of my condition and i'm the only conscious being on the planet that's like the loneliest thing i've ever i wouldn't wish the feeling on my worst enemy and i hate my enemies

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

After filming content for years, the derealization just left me. So it goes HPPD in my experience. It's first HPPD, then depersonalization, then derealization. And in the fourth stage, you can just break it and accept your broken eyes.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

After filming content for years, the derealization just left me. So it goes HPPD in my experience. It's first HPPD, then depersonalization, then derealization. And in the fourth stage, you can just break it and accept your broken eyes.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

After filming content for years, the derealization just left me. So it goes HPPD in my experience. It's first HPPD, then depersonalization, then derealization. And in the fourth stage, you can just break it and accept your broken eyes.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Like you're saying, being on camera and filming stuff in the field is proof to me that I'm living in a shared reality and on the same 3D plane as the other people. So it helps with derealization, not HPPD, not depersonalization, but that third symptom I was able to treat by filming people in the streets.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Like you're saying, being on camera and filming stuff in the field is proof to me that I'm living in a shared reality and on the same 3D plane as the other people. So it helps with derealization, not HPPD, not depersonalization, but that third symptom I was able to treat by filming people in the streets.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

Like you're saying, being on camera and filming stuff in the field is proof to me that I'm living in a shared reality and on the same 3D plane as the other people. So it helps with derealization, not HPPD, not depersonalization, but that third symptom I was able to treat by filming people in the streets.

The Jordan Harbinger Show
1156: Andrew Callaghan | Documenting America's Shadow Self

What sucks about it too is like when you try to talk to people about it, oftentimes it gets mistaken for an existential crisis or like a philosophical musing. Like what if I'm the only person? No, it is a sensation. I am the only person. Your brain is telling you that. And so when people try to talk you out of it, they're typically not doing it well. They're like, what do you mean?