Andrew Glaze

And so weird things like that can kind of set it off too.

Or if like a specific tone hits my ears, I immediately go into like a different zone.

So you just, you just never know.

I mean, seeing a picture or you're watching a movie and something happens in the movie and you think back, oh, I actually saw that in real life.

And then you start thinking about all the, and you don't want to think about it.

You've, you know, you thought you've decompressed it and it's, it's gone, but it's, it's still there.

Yeah.

I mean, the brain goes real quiet when it comes to the PTSD symptoms and that, because you're really just trying to stay alive.

And when you're just trying to stay alive, all the other thoughts and everything kind of like go away.

You don't.

And, and likewise, you also don't think about work.

You don't think about anything you don't really want to think about because you're just like,

I got to like keep moving forward.

I got to feed myself.

I got to make sure I'm taking enough water, electrolytes.

Exactly.

Exactly.

So, but it's also what I like most about that time is there's no way to shortcut to get there.

There's no cheat code.

There's no hack.