Angelique Robledo

Finally, my water broke, and it was just an intense birth. His heart rate had dropped at some point. It was honestly, it was scary.

Finally, my water broke, and it was just an intense birth. His heart rate had dropped at some point. It was honestly, it was scary.

Finally, my water broke, and it was just an intense birth. His heart rate had dropped at some point. It was honestly, it was scary.

I went through such a traumatic event that seeing him alive was just a blessing. I could not imagine him being with anybody else.

I went through such a traumatic event that seeing him alive was just a blessing. I could not imagine him being with anybody else.

I went through such a traumatic event that seeing him alive was just a blessing. I could not imagine him being with anybody else.

And finally, once everything is okay, I still can't sleep because, A, I'm freaking out on nurses, making them show me their badges. Two, I think I'm destined to die, and I just want to spend whatever moments I can with my son. And that's all I remember actually being in the hospital, is I was worried about someone coming to steal him or me dying.

And finally, once everything is okay, I still can't sleep because, A, I'm freaking out on nurses, making them show me their badges. Two, I think I'm destined to die, and I just want to spend whatever moments I can with my son. And that's all I remember actually being in the hospital, is I was worried about someone coming to steal him or me dying.

And finally, once everything is okay, I still can't sleep because, A, I'm freaking out on nurses, making them show me their badges. Two, I think I'm destined to die, and I just want to spend whatever moments I can with my son. And that's all I remember actually being in the hospital, is I was worried about someone coming to steal him or me dying.

Coming home is such a blur. I didn't go back in my room. I refused to go in my room. So I slept on the couch.

Coming home is such a blur. I didn't go back in my room. I refused to go in my room. So I slept on the couch.

Coming home is such a blur. I didn't go back in my room. I refused to go in my room. So I slept on the couch.

Nobody else made me feel that way.

Nobody else made me feel that way.

Nobody else made me feel that way.

I just wasn't myself. There was nothing that was right or okay about me.

I just wasn't myself. There was nothing that was right or okay about me.

I just wasn't myself. There was nothing that was right or okay about me.

I pushed everybody away. Josh would say something and I would be like, I'm fine. But really, I'm dying inside.

I pushed everybody away. Josh would say something and I would be like, I'm fine. But really, I'm dying inside.