Anna David

Somewhere in there, that's possible.

But no, because I could go and, like you said, do it now.

Because I've seen people who have 20 years sober who do that.

But that's how I experience it.

It's not like that I've set it up.

I'm going to say, if I believe it's external, then I'm more likely to do it.

It never occurred to me to recognize an external power before.

But if it existed... Well, it only exists if you acknowledge it.

Well, no, it's like if you, I think this is true, like, you know, the horoscopes are printed in every paper.

Now, I think they're bullshit.

Right.

But somebody who believes in them goes and they read their horoscope and they go, oh, my God, this is so true.

And then they go out and they have an experience that validates the truth of that thing that they read.

Right.

I think there are a lot of things that are only true if you believe in them.

Yeah.

So if I didn't believe in it, it never occurred to me before, why, like, so of course it wouldn't be true for me.

That's true.

I don't think that's two things.

I know.