Anthony Tina
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I also developed a lot of – so because I didn't understand how to keep a relationship.
There's no surprises really.
My template for trust is very, yeah, trust is very hard.
And I'd find a way to sabotage it at some point.
Where did it really go wrong for me is – interesting.
I first started indulging in recreational drugs and –
It was Sydney rave culture.
Coming into the early 2000s, I found that my reliance on this feel-good drug took a lot of that pain away, took a lot of... Hit it.
And I felt like society had lied to me because...
You know, you heard about drugs being bad, bad, bad.
But in that moment, I was like, my God, I woke up, saw the sun, the birds, oh, this is great.
And it kept chasing that feeling, chasing that.
I was anaesthetising and using something.
Obviously, amphetamines and speed or snorting speed and again.
And in the Sydney scene, great, you know.