Antonio Sabato Jr.

And there's no recovery for that.

When you're gone, you're gone.

And so I had so many second chances to say, you know what?

I'm so blessed with everything that I have.

How can you learn and how can you teach this?

How can you express this to other people that might need that in your life?

And that's why I'm still here, stronger than ever.

And that's where I'm going to prove to everyone that it's never over until it's over.

Yeah, it was the rock bottom when I didn't have those pills anymore.

When that drug in my life was not available to me, that I couldn't get it, my body went into a seizure.

I went into a physical and mental seizure that I never experienced in my life.

And that's why I remember calling my mom and I was just bawling.

I was in the middle of the desert by myself, let's say, you know, like I was isolated, feeling completely helpless.

And I said, I got to go to a treatment.

And I don't want to go to a, you know, like I said, I don't want to go to fantasy.

I want to go to a real place.

And I went.

And when I went there, I rediscovered myself in a way.

And I got on a spiritual journey with God in a different way, like what I really was meant to be here for.

And my connection to my children, my family.