Ari

And so she connects with my grandma, packs all my stuff up because while this is happening, she's losing the house.

So she lost the house and then moved into a two bedroom and was like, don't let Ari know where I'm at.

Don't come get the stuff.

So my grandma got all my stuff, brought it to the girl I was dating with at the time's house and was like, have a

Here you go.

So I ended up staying with her.

And I feel like that was a, I just want to go home.

I just want to be with my mom.

That relationship was no better.

I was giving her every single one of my checks and she had every appointment scheduled for every week.

And I was expected to pay it

simultaneously while she was cheating.

So I feel like I went into one begging for love situation into another begging for love situation.

And it wasn't until about a year into college that my mom called me because my little sister had ran away for the first time.

And we started speaking again and we were getting closer and everything was fine.

But at the same time, was it fine?

She never visited me in college.

Never knew where I lived any time that I moved out of the city.

She was never there.

But she would call, I guess.