Ashleigh Freckleton

When I did some reading up on him online, I sort of wondered about it.

And then I spoke to a friend who had nothing to do with the school.

She was completely external of the school, studying psychology, really valued her opinion.

And I said, does this look strange, suspicious to you?

What do you think?

And she looked it up and she goes, oh, it kind of looks like a human rights issue.

It looks like he was persecuted.

It'll kind of, you know, it seems okay to me.

And I was like, yeah, good.

Okay.

I'm just being paranoid.

Everything's fine.

So I was also seeking external validation or reassurance that things weren't because that uneasy feeling was there for a really long time and it was always there.

And I was just constantly kind of squashing the doubts.

And there were smart people around me in the school.

The people in the school were not stupid.

I mean, one of my tantra teachers that I really looked up to was a psychiatrist working in the NHS.

Highly educated people.

Yeah, that's an interesting kind of idea that I think a lot of people have developed or sort of got the impression that I knew that this was going on and that I wanted to go and see.

Yeah, yeah.