Ashley

um i want to care before 35 i'm still working on my patience also to make sure that i am you seem very patient so wow thank you i've been really working on it i've been reading a lot it's working whatever you're doing is working yeah because usually like when i'm with my friends all my friends have kids now all but most of them have kids and i'm i have a godson who's born on my birthday he's 14 now so he he doesn't want anything to do with me right now but it's fine

But when I'm around my friend's kids, it's just like, okay, this was fun. And then my best friend Casey, she's used to all the loudness. They always know when I come over, like Auntie Ash or whatever, I'm like, okay, all that ruckus in there. She ignores it. She blocks it out. She doesn't even hear it. I do. I get annoyed. I'm like, okay, this was fun, girl. Thanks for the wine.

But when I'm around my friend's kids, it's just like, okay, this was fun. And then my best friend Casey, she's used to all the loudness. They always know when I come over, like Auntie Ash or whatever, I'm like, okay, all that ruckus in there. She ignores it. She blocks it out. She doesn't even hear it. I do. I get annoyed. I'm like, okay, this was fun, girl. Thanks for the wine.

But when I'm around my friend's kids, it's just like, okay, this was fun. And then my best friend Casey, she's used to all the loudness. They always know when I come over, like Auntie Ash or whatever, I'm like, okay, all that ruckus in there. She ignores it. She blocks it out. She doesn't even hear it. I do. I get annoyed. I'm like, okay, this was fun, girl. Thanks for the wine.

My biggest shock was Steven.

My biggest shock was Steven.

My biggest shock was Steven.

Stephen was you don't even show they don't even show how many times I've talked to Stephen while filming and just like trying to encourage him and because you know he was having doubts at one point also just like Stephen was this great guy that everyone knew Monica and Stephen were getting married and so to find out we get back to Arlington and he does this thing I unfollowed him I was he was despicable to me and

Stephen was you don't even show they don't even show how many times I've talked to Stephen while filming and just like trying to encourage him and because you know he was having doubts at one point also just like Stephen was this great guy that everyone knew Monica and Stephen were getting married and so to find out we get back to Arlington and he does this thing I unfollowed him I was he was despicable to me and

Stephen was you don't even show they don't even show how many times I've talked to Stephen while filming and just like trying to encourage him and because you know he was having doubts at one point also just like Stephen was this great guy that everyone knew Monica and Stephen were getting married and so to find out we get back to Arlington and he does this thing I unfollowed him I was he was despicable to me and

And the only reason I followed him again is because Monica gave him grace. And she was like, don't hold a grudge against him. I was like, you calling dogs off?

And the only reason I followed him again is because Monica gave him grace. And she was like, don't hold a grudge against him. I was like, you calling dogs off?

And the only reason I followed him again is because Monica gave him grace. And she was like, don't hold a grudge against him. I was like, you calling dogs off?

Not Tim's dogs, but my own.

Not Tim's dogs, but my own.

Not Tim's dogs, but my own.

I don't even know if he was there. I don't know. He keeps saying he was. I don't know if he was at the sleep test. All I do know is when it comes to this experience, similar to my own, any sort of betrayal and trust is huge. Mm-hmm.

I don't even know if he was there. I don't know. He keeps saying he was. I don't know if he was at the sleep test. All I do know is when it comes to this experience, similar to my own, any sort of betrayal and trust is huge. Mm-hmm.

I don't even know if he was there. I don't know. He keeps saying he was. I don't know if he was at the sleep test. All I do know is when it comes to this experience, similar to my own, any sort of betrayal and trust is huge. Mm-hmm.

And it's even worse when it's with another woman in that way, because it's like, dang, like, you know, and it almost makes women afraid to share that they've been hurt before in that way. Because it's almost like men are like, oh, you're used to this. I'll do it to you. You'll stay, you know? And then he was very emotionless when he left. He's like, well, sorry, I wasted your time.