Aubrey Marcus

I know God has a bad connotation for a lot of people who've had it jammed down their throat and a lot of rules and things that didn't make sense. I started my life as an atheist, but in 25 years of plant medicine, I have no doubt. I don't believe in God, I know God. It's not a question.

I know God has a bad connotation for a lot of people who've had it jammed down their throat and a lot of rules and things that didn't make sense. I started my life as an atheist, but in 25 years of plant medicine, I have no doubt. I don't believe in God, I know God. It's not a question.

I know God has a bad connotation for a lot of people who've had it jammed down their throat and a lot of rules and things that didn't make sense. I started my life as an atheist, but in 25 years of plant medicine, I have no doubt. I don't believe in God, I know God. It's not a question.

So if you're living in the world and you're denying something that is true and the fundamental nature of that truth that moves in you as you, through you and beyond you, I don't think you can experience the real full spectrum of the healing.

So if you're living in the world and you're denying something that is true and the fundamental nature of that truth that moves in you as you, through you and beyond you, I don't think you can experience the real full spectrum of the healing.

So if you're living in the world and you're denying something that is true and the fundamental nature of that truth that moves in you as you, through you and beyond you, I don't think you can experience the real full spectrum of the healing.

Sure, you can do some psychological trauma work, et cetera, but until I believe you're able to connect with spirit, with God, there's going to be so much that you're going to leave off the table and your life just will not be nearly as rich.

Sure, you can do some psychological trauma work, et cetera, but until I believe you're able to connect with spirit, with God, there's going to be so much that you're going to leave off the table and your life just will not be nearly as rich.

Sure, you can do some psychological trauma work, et cetera, but until I believe you're able to connect with spirit, with God, there's going to be so much that you're going to leave off the table and your life just will not be nearly as rich.

for yourself or humanity through psychedelics i mean there's been hundreds i bet there's been hundreds it started with my very first one um that was 18 years old and my dad your first one was 18. yeah wow i'm 43 now so that's why it's 25 years so i went to see a shaman in new mexico i was terrified an atheist yeah but i trusted my dad and i was curious enough i always had a deep curiosity

for yourself or humanity through psychedelics i mean there's been hundreds i bet there's been hundreds it started with my very first one um that was 18 years old and my dad your first one was 18. yeah wow i'm 43 now so that's why it's 25 years so i went to see a shaman in new mexico i was terrified an atheist yeah but i trusted my dad and i was curious enough i always had a deep curiosity

for yourself or humanity through psychedelics i mean there's been hundreds i bet there's been hundreds it started with my very first one um that was 18 years old and my dad your first one was 18. yeah wow i'm 43 now so that's why it's 25 years so i went to see a shaman in new mexico i was terrified an atheist yeah but i trusted my dad and i was curious enough i always had a deep curiosity

So, you know, I said, yes. And I was like, all right, I'm going to do this. And I was so scared. I remember I grabbed a worn river rock from a pathway and I brought it. And I was like, as long as I hold this rock, I'll know that I'm still here. And it was a combination of MDMA and a psilocybin tea. And so I experienced this guided by a shaman.

So, you know, I said, yes. And I was like, all right, I'm going to do this. And I was so scared. I remember I grabbed a worn river rock from a pathway and I brought it. And I was like, as long as I hold this rock, I'll know that I'm still here. And it was a combination of MDMA and a psilocybin tea. And so I experienced this guided by a shaman.

So, you know, I said, yes. And I was like, all right, I'm going to do this. And I was so scared. I remember I grabbed a worn river rock from a pathway and I brought it. And I was like, as long as I hold this rock, I'll know that I'm still here. And it was a combination of MDMA and a psilocybin tea. And so I experienced this guided by a shaman.

She wouldn't call herself a shaman, more of a sitter, but really she was, you know, shamanic in her ability to hold the space. And I experienced my body evaporate and the only word that I could use for what remained was my soul. And so I experienced my soul self, my higher self, my God self. I experienced that for the first time. And I remember staying up, you know, being warmed by a fire.

She wouldn't call herself a shaman, more of a sitter, but really she was, you know, shamanic in her ability to hold the space. And I experienced my body evaporate and the only word that I could use for what remained was my soul. And so I experienced my soul self, my higher self, my God self. I experienced that for the first time. And I remember staying up, you know, being warmed by a fire.

She wouldn't call herself a shaman, more of a sitter, but really she was, you know, shamanic in her ability to hold the space. And I experienced my body evaporate and the only word that I could use for what remained was my soul. And so I experienced my soul self, my higher self, my God self. I experienced that for the first time. And I remember staying up, you know, being warmed by a fire.

I was in a small, small little hut in the mountains north of New Mexico. and just writing and writing and writing and like re-understanding the entire paradigm of what is this crazy existence that we have.

I was in a small, small little hut in the mountains north of New Mexico. and just writing and writing and writing and like re-understanding the entire paradigm of what is this crazy existence that we have.