Audrea Butler

She did, yes. Very sadly, yes. She left behind a three-year-old daughter.

She did, yes. Very sadly, yes. She left behind a three-year-old daughter.

It'll never leave.

It'll never leave.

I've had to learn to live with only the use of my right hand and arm. So I've had to learn to dress all over again. I had to learn how to eat all over again and swallow. I can't do any of the stuff that I enjoyed doing before.

I've had to learn to live with only the use of my right hand and arm. So I've had to learn to dress all over again. I had to learn how to eat all over again and swallow. I can't do any of the stuff that I enjoyed doing before.

I just walked in and I saw the back of him and I just thought, well, that's the man that shot me. And I don't know why God fully chose to save my life yet, Paul. I don't. The one thing I do know that I've gained from this is I understand people's hurt on a whole new level. You may have tried to have killed me, but you don't have the final say on when somebody's life is over.

I just walked in and I saw the back of him and I just thought, well, that's the man that shot me. And I don't know why God fully chose to save my life yet, Paul. I don't. The one thing I do know that I've gained from this is I understand people's hurt on a whole new level. You may have tried to have killed me, but you don't have the final say on when somebody's life is over.

If God can forgive me an unlimited amount of times, then how can I withhold forgiveness from you, Paul? This doesn't have to be the end of your story. You can still do good while you're in prison. You can still be kind to people.

If God can forgive me an unlimited amount of times, then how can I withhold forgiveness from you, Paul? This doesn't have to be the end of your story. You can still do good while you're in prison. You can still be kind to people.

I brought a Bible, Paul, that I want to give to you.

I brought a Bible, Paul, that I want to give to you.

I think of her quite often, most often on the anniversary.

I think of her quite often, most often on the anniversary.

I'm sorry, Lauren. I'm sorry you're not here anymore, and I can't tell you why God didn't stop him. Believe me when I say I would trade places with you in a heartbeat. Please know you will never be forgotten.

I'm sorry, Lauren. I'm sorry you're not here anymore, and I can't tell you why God didn't stop him. Believe me when I say I would trade places with you in a heartbeat. Please know you will never be forgotten.

Yeah, I do.

Yeah, I do.

It's awesome. I'm learning to snowboard again. I mean, it's learning all over again in a whole new way. Awesome. So much fun. I mean, I look pretty unorthodox going down the hill now, but I mean, I can still do it.

It's awesome. I'm learning to snowboard again. I mean, it's learning all over again in a whole new way. Awesome. So much fun. I mean, I look pretty unorthodox going down the hill now, but I mean, I can still do it.