Austen Kroll

Yeah.

Cause like for me, it was like, it's, it's interesting to hear you say that, like, you know, from guy to guy and, and just, you know, how we look at relationships.

I was very, I was like a serial monogamous in my twenties.

And then I,

For me, it wasn't like, I never really had a problem with commitment, but I will say like in my thirties, now granted I took a lot of chances and I, you know, my time on reality TV was in my thirties.

So it was like almost my twenties were like my thirties almost like flipped around in a way.

But is there any part, I guess for me, I stay, I was single for so long because after my twenties, I was like, okay, well I know what I like and I know what I don't like.

And when I was 20, I just would like fall in love and just like, it felt good.

And so you just did it.

And I was a lot more pragmatic and I was maybe a little more cynical and

that i i didn't know how to like fall in love or like lock in with someone so i never really i didn't even get to a relationship past four months in my 30s like before i dated natalie i was just

Do you, well, given that, like, the way you described it, that you kind of almost get to a panic mode, do you have any, like, one, do you have one that got away?

bam dive in let's crack that armor open and really really try to this up i used to always think like when i was single in my 30s and i moved out to la and i was living at a buddy's place i was dating and i'm you know i'm post bachelor era i'm like in my where i was probably around your age maybe a little younger and so i in my mind i'm i'm like dating with the intention of meeting someone to you know eventually settle down

But I was also sleeping on an air mattress.

And I was taking improv classes in LA.

And for the first time in my life, I didn't have this steady paycheck.

You wanted to be an actor?

Ah, yes.

One more?

Eye on.