Austin

Oh yeah, you were into that.

I always joke with my parents because I have some anxiety, like some high anxiety sometimes.

And I'm like, is this just like a mental condition that I struggle with?

Or is it because when I was five years old, you guys told me about eternal damnation and hell?

No.

worried about the things that i did that day yeah i sinned today and if i don't repent tonight i could die in my sleep and end up in hell even though i'm a good little boy yeah i'm going to hell yeah it's fucked it's so terrible i read this really cool book it's super short i highly recommend it to anyone who's interested in like the concept of hell but it's called a short stay in hell and it really sums up like what eternity truly means in in the grand scheme of things like what

The concept of time means for infinity and it breaks it down through like you have to find its infinite library that this guy's stuck in and he has to find the exact book that tells his story.

Yet all of it is randomized.

So like all the, like it's all letters and numerals that are completely random.

So you have to search through every book to find the combination of letters that tells your life story.

And it just never happens.

No, we stuck down there for so long, but it's a great, it's a great book, but it really captures.

Yeah.

The permanence of it.

Yeah, yeah.

It's crazy.

No, no.

You're bringing up the inconsistencies of these teachings.

I don't know.

What does that mean?