Belinda

Hatred.

OK.

Yes?

I would say vengefulness or revenge.

Yeah.

Everybody's story, actually.

I think growing up in a culture where you were told,

not to speak as a child and you were disciplined and you were shamed if you did wrong, but not praised when you did well.

And then I was bullied all my life.

But I became like an overachiever to overcome that.

But I scored a 60 on your quiz.

So I think I have a lot of work to do.

And I find when I get shamed or bullied or whatever or wrong that it starts here in the chest and it goes like to my head.

And I have to kind of like breathe and whatever, take a hold of myself.

Well, I'll take you back almost a year ago.

My husband and I were celebrating our 26th wedding anniversary up in Lake George.

And I bent over to pick something up and I felt this like as if a fire hydrant opened up in my chest and shot in my head.

And as a physician, I knew I was having a ruptured brain aneurysm at that moment.

And so I told Ben, please bring me to the emergency room.

I started vomiting profusely.