Ben Owen

While in a drug rehab, I have gotten a doctor to prescribe me 120 milligrams of methylphenidate a day, Ritalin, which is like super therapeutic, like way beyond what any kid should ever be on. Needless to say, that created a lot of anxiety and paranoia and other symptoms. And so now they're treating me for those symptoms. So they've got me on Xanax, Valium.

While in a drug rehab, I have gotten a doctor to prescribe me 120 milligrams of methylphenidate a day, Ritalin, which is like super therapeutic, like way beyond what any kid should ever be on. Needless to say, that created a lot of anxiety and paranoia and other symptoms. And so now they're treating me for those symptoms. So they've got me on Xanax, Valium.

While in a drug rehab, I have gotten a doctor to prescribe me 120 milligrams of methylphenidate a day, Ritalin, which is like super therapeutic, like way beyond what any kid should ever be on. Needless to say, that created a lot of anxiety and paranoia and other symptoms. And so now they're treating me for those symptoms. So they've got me on Xanax, Valium.

I didn't even realize it back then, but I'm dependent on all of this shit. And life at home had become pure hell because, you know, I'm trying to get out of this rehab. And every time they let me go home, I do something crazy, like drink a bottle of rubbing alcohol and wake up in an ER with a catheter and don't remember shit. Like I don't know how any of it happened.

I didn't even realize it back then, but I'm dependent on all of this shit. And life at home had become pure hell because, you know, I'm trying to get out of this rehab. And every time they let me go home, I do something crazy, like drink a bottle of rubbing alcohol and wake up in an ER with a catheter and don't remember shit. Like I don't know how any of it happened.

I didn't even realize it back then, but I'm dependent on all of this shit. And life at home had become pure hell because, you know, I'm trying to get out of this rehab. And every time they let me go home, I do something crazy, like drink a bottle of rubbing alcohol and wake up in an ER with a catheter and don't remember shit. Like I don't know how any of it happened.

And so when I said my little brother has a lot of resentments, like that's why this started. And I'm taking all of my parents' attention from him. And it was his dream come true to move to Southern California because he wanted to be an actor. So he's in acting classes. My parents are having to go pick me up out of gutters or have the police pick me up because I've run from the rehab facility.

And so when I said my little brother has a lot of resentments, like that's why this started. And I'm taking all of my parents' attention from him. And it was his dream come true to move to Southern California because he wanted to be an actor. So he's in acting classes. My parents are having to go pick me up out of gutters or have the police pick me up because I've run from the rehab facility.

And so when I said my little brother has a lot of resentments, like that's why this started. And I'm taking all of my parents' attention from him. And it was his dream come true to move to Southern California because he wanted to be an actor. So he's in acting classes. My parents are having to go pick me up out of gutters or have the police pick me up because I've run from the rehab facility.

Like it was just, and it came out of nowhere. My poor parents, you know, just literally overnight this happened. How would you get the booze? Steal it. You'd steal it? I didn't give a fuck. And that's like the craziest part about this is I'm not a thief. Even during my addiction, I was making the money. I was blowing on dope. But at 14, 15, I just did not care. I did not.

Like it was just, and it came out of nowhere. My poor parents, you know, just literally overnight this happened. How would you get the booze? Steal it. You'd steal it? I didn't give a fuck. And that's like the craziest part about this is I'm not a thief. Even during my addiction, I was making the money. I was blowing on dope. But at 14, 15, I just did not care. I did not.

Like it was just, and it came out of nowhere. My poor parents, you know, just literally overnight this happened. How would you get the booze? Steal it. You'd steal it? I didn't give a fuck. And that's like the craziest part about this is I'm not a thief. Even during my addiction, I was making the money. I was blowing on dope. But at 14, 15, I just did not care. I did not.

I wanted to get in trouble. I wanted somebody to catch me.

I wanted to get in trouble. I wanted somebody to catch me.

I wanted to get in trouble. I wanted somebody to catch me.

Oh, wow. So, yeah, you get all of them.

Oh, wow. So, yeah, you get all of them.

Oh, wow. So, yeah, you get all of them.

I've done that.

I've done that.