Billie Eilish

not being good at something until I am. I want to be really good immediately. And I think it's just something that helps me a lot is just allowing myself to not be amazing and just make something to make it and not worry if it's good.

um yeah you know I like everyone and every woman suffer with a lot of body image issues and just hatred and dysmorphia and um I always have since I was a kid and I still have that girl in me and you know I've had a lot of as a human does getting thinner and then getting bigger and then getting fit and then getting not as fit.

um yeah you know I like everyone and every woman suffer with a lot of body image issues and just hatred and dysmorphia and um I always have since I was a kid and I still have that girl in me and you know I've had a lot of as a human does getting thinner and then getting bigger and then getting fit and then getting not as fit.

um yeah you know I like everyone and every woman suffer with a lot of body image issues and just hatred and dysmorphia and um I always have since I was a kid and I still have that girl in me and you know I've had a lot of as a human does getting thinner and then getting bigger and then getting fit and then getting not as fit.

Like your body changes over time, especially depending on like how you're living your life. And a couple of years back when we were making this album, I had been on this like really intense kind of health journey and I had lost a lot of weight and I'd gotten so strong and I was like thinner than I'd ever been and stronger than I'd ever been. Um,

Like your body changes over time, especially depending on like how you're living your life. And a couple of years back when we were making this album, I had been on this like really intense kind of health journey and I had lost a lot of weight and I'd gotten so strong and I was like thinner than I'd ever been and stronger than I'd ever been. Um,

Like your body changes over time, especially depending on like how you're living your life. And a couple of years back when we were making this album, I had been on this like really intense kind of health journey and I had lost a lot of weight and I'd gotten so strong and I was like thinner than I'd ever been and stronger than I'd ever been. Um,

But separately, I was like extremely unhappy and unaware of how unhappy I was until I was happy again kind of thing. Were you unhappy because you weren't eating enough? No, honestly, my fitness journey was like the thing that I held on to that I was the most proud of. But what was really interesting was I felt really proud of my body and how hard I'd worked. I mean, I was working out like...

But separately, I was like extremely unhappy and unaware of how unhappy I was until I was happy again kind of thing. Were you unhappy because you weren't eating enough? No, honestly, my fitness journey was like the thing that I held on to that I was the most proud of. But what was really interesting was I felt really proud of my body and how hard I'd worked. I mean, I was working out like...

But separately, I was like extremely unhappy and unaware of how unhappy I was until I was happy again kind of thing. Were you unhappy because you weren't eating enough? No, honestly, my fitness journey was like the thing that I held on to that I was the most proud of. But what was really interesting was I felt really proud of my body and how hard I'd worked. I mean, I was working out like...

two hours, like five or six days a week and, you know, wasn't eating gluten and dairy and sugar and past 7 p.m. and, you know, not a fun way to live at all, but it was something that, you know, I'm an addictive person and that was something that I got very addicted to and I loved that experience. But you were sad. Yeah, I didn't have much else to hold on to and I really had that.

two hours, like five or six days a week and, you know, wasn't eating gluten and dairy and sugar and past 7 p.m. and, you know, not a fun way to live at all, but it was something that, you know, I'm an addictive person and that was something that I got very addicted to and I loved that experience. But you were sad. Yeah, I didn't have much else to hold on to and I really had that.

two hours, like five or six days a week and, you know, wasn't eating gluten and dairy and sugar and past 7 p.m. and, you know, not a fun way to live at all, but it was something that, you know, I'm an addictive person and that was something that I got very addicted to and I loved that experience. But you were sad. Yeah, I didn't have much else to hold on to and I really had that.

I had this kind of, journey of my strength kind of and within that period of time i would be on tour and i would come back and i remember like every single person that i would see that i hadn't seen in many weeks would be like oh my god you look amazing you look so skinny wow You look so happy. You look so healthy. Wow, Billie, you just look like you're just glowing. Like you're just so happy.

I had this kind of, journey of my strength kind of and within that period of time i would be on tour and i would come back and i remember like every single person that i would see that i hadn't seen in many weeks would be like oh my god you look amazing you look so skinny wow You look so happy. You look so healthy. Wow, Billie, you just look like you're just glowing. Like you're just so happy.

I had this kind of, journey of my strength kind of and within that period of time i would be on tour and i would come back and i remember like every single person that i would see that i hadn't seen in many weeks would be like oh my god you look amazing you look so skinny wow You look so happy. You look so healthy. Wow, Billie, you just look like you're just glowing. Like you're just so happy.

And it's just so nice to see her so happy. And she's just doing so great. And it was really interesting because I got obsessed with that validation. And I loved it. I loved every single thing that everybody said to me. But then I kind of started to think like, that's really interesting because I'm not happy at all. But I definitely am skinny. Yeah.

And it's just so nice to see her so happy. And she's just doing so great. And it was really interesting because I got obsessed with that validation. And I loved it. I loved every single thing that everybody said to me. But then I kind of started to think like, that's really interesting because I'm not happy at all. But I definitely am skinny. Yeah.

And it's just so nice to see her so happy. And she's just doing so great. And it was really interesting because I got obsessed with that validation. And I loved it. I loved every single thing that everybody said to me. But then I kind of started to think like, that's really interesting because I'm not happy at all. But I definitely am skinny. Yeah.

Yeah, exactly. And, you know, Skinny was a song that we wrote out of a really, really like uninspired period of time that we had not created anything in and like had no ideas for anything. And it was just kind of a depressing period of time. And we were sitting in a studio and we wanted to write something. I really wanted to write something and couldn't come up with anything.