Billy Crudup

In any case, I think it's probably he's gambling on the side as well.

He's making sure the bets are equal.

back to the jackpot thing.

I made 10 grand this year.

I'll put it on red.

Why not turn it into 20 or lose it all?

He had a riot shotgun next to his bed and his instructions were, all right, don't go near that.

Right.

So it didn't feel totally dangerous.

But as I got older, obviously, and was in a relationship myself, I began to see how his lack of self-reflection and his inability to take responsibility was not a virtue in a mentor.

It definitely helped.

And, you know, we all had our different way of developing our understanding of our father later.

But when we were younger, we just revered him.

I found a journal, like 1981.

I must have been, I guess, 12.

And I'm talking about how my dad's a winner, how being a winner is the most important thing in the world.

And I'm so proud of my dad because he is the ultimate winner.

You know, he just had that energy about it.

Right.

That's perfectly said.