Blake Cook

Even though I was mad at the certain group that failed to do their job, I love cops, man. I think what they do every day is courageous. And I was like, man, I'm gonna reach out to this guy. I'm gonna give him the advice on how to teach cops through the colleges. If they're gonna get any training, it might as well be by somebody like him. Because there's so many fake trainers out there, right?

He's got to be legit. He seems genuine. I reached out to him May 23rd and said, hey, man, do you have time for a quick phone call? He was like, sent me a picture. I still have it. It was weights. And he's like, hey, I'm working out. I'll call you in a little bit. Or can I call you in a little bit? I was like, yeah, man, absolutely. The day came, no phone call. May 24th came.

He's got to be legit. He seems genuine. I reached out to him May 23rd and said, hey, man, do you have time for a quick phone call? He was like, sent me a picture. I still have it. It was weights. And he's like, hey, I'm working out. I'll call you in a little bit. Or can I call you in a little bit? I was like, yeah, man, absolutely. The day came, no phone call. May 24th came.

He's got to be legit. He seems genuine. I reached out to him May 23rd and said, hey, man, do you have time for a quick phone call? He was like, sent me a picture. I still have it. It was weights. And he's like, hey, I'm working out. I'll call you in a little bit. Or can I call you in a little bit? I was like, yeah, man, absolutely. The day came, no phone call. May 24th came.

I didn't know this at the time. I didn't even know this until when I talked about it at the couples camp. May 24th, 2012 is the day I got blown up. May 24th, 2023 is the day that I drove my truck. My service dog goes everywhere with me. I put her in a kennel and kissed her. I drove to Marshall's parking lot in Wilmington, parked at the very end, and I rolled all my windows down.

I didn't know this at the time. I didn't even know this until when I talked about it at the couples camp. May 24th, 2012 is the day I got blown up. May 24th, 2023 is the day that I drove my truck. My service dog goes everywhere with me. I put her in a kennel and kissed her. I drove to Marshall's parking lot in Wilmington, parked at the very end, and I rolled all my windows down.

I didn't know this at the time. I didn't even know this until when I talked about it at the couples camp. May 24th, 2012 is the day I got blown up. May 24th, 2023 is the day that I drove my truck. My service dog goes everywhere with me. I put her in a kennel and kissed her. I drove to Marshall's parking lot in Wilmington, parked at the very end, and I rolled all my windows down.

I wanted somebody to hear the gunshot, and I wanted somebody to call the police, and I wanted somebody to find me before the birds come in and eat me away. I bowed my head on the steering wheel, and I said, God, please forgive me. I'm in pain. I don't want to go to hell.

I wanted somebody to hear the gunshot, and I wanted somebody to call the police, and I wanted somebody to find me before the birds come in and eat me away. I bowed my head on the steering wheel, and I said, God, please forgive me. I'm in pain. I don't want to go to hell.

I wanted somebody to hear the gunshot, and I wanted somebody to call the police, and I wanted somebody to find me before the birds come in and eat me away. I bowed my head on the steering wheel, and I said, God, please forgive me. I'm in pain. I don't want to go to hell.

And I went to grab the gun. My hand grabs the gun. My phone rings. I remember the last two digits of this number, 8-2. It's the last two digits of Kyle's phone number because I remembered he was in the 82nd. It was Kyle calling me as I had my hand on the gun, grabbing it. He was calling me back. Squeaky wheel gets the grease. My phone made a noise. I grabbed my phone.

And I went to grab the gun. My hand grabs the gun. My phone rings. I remember the last two digits of this number, 8-2. It's the last two digits of Kyle's phone number because I remembered he was in the 82nd. It was Kyle calling me as I had my hand on the gun, grabbing it. He was calling me back. Squeaky wheel gets the grease. My phone made a noise. I grabbed my phone.

And I went to grab the gun. My hand grabs the gun. My phone rings. I remember the last two digits of this number, 8-2. It's the last two digits of Kyle's phone number because I remembered he was in the 82nd. It was Kyle calling me as I had my hand on the gun, grabbing it. He was calling me back. Squeaky wheel gets the grease. My phone made a noise. I grabbed my phone.

So a big, beautiful man called me. I answered the phone, said hello. And he said, hey, man. Hey, man, sorry I didn't call you back yesterday. I said, hey, man, you're calling to have a great time. You're calling to have a great time. I'm like, he's like, you busy? I'm like, nope. No, I'm not, man. He goes, hey, yeah, yeah, I got your message. I was like, yeah.

So a big, beautiful man called me. I answered the phone, said hello. And he said, hey, man. Hey, man, sorry I didn't call you back yesterday. I said, hey, man, you're calling to have a great time. You're calling to have a great time. I'm like, he's like, you busy? I'm like, nope. No, I'm not, man. He goes, hey, yeah, yeah, I got your message. I was like, yeah.

So a big, beautiful man called me. I answered the phone, said hello. And he said, hey, man. Hey, man, sorry I didn't call you back yesterday. I said, hey, man, you're calling to have a great time. You're calling to have a great time. I'm like, he's like, you busy? I'm like, nope. No, I'm not, man. He goes, hey, yeah, yeah, I got your message. I was like, yeah.

Started talking to him about the colleges. He's like, yeah, man, that sounds great. That sounds great. He goes, hey, do you know anybody that, I just had a cancellation in my protector mindset course. Do you know anybody that you used to work with on the team that would want to come and take it? I'm like, I don't know anybody right now. Like, I'm in the middle of something.

Started talking to him about the colleges. He's like, yeah, man, that sounds great. That sounds great. He goes, hey, do you know anybody that, I just had a cancellation in my protector mindset course. Do you know anybody that you used to work with on the team that would want to come and take it? I'm like, I don't know anybody right now. Like, I'm in the middle of something.

Started talking to him about the colleges. He's like, yeah, man, that sounds great. That sounds great. He goes, hey, do you know anybody that, I just had a cancellation in my protector mindset course. Do you know anybody that you used to work with on the team that would want to come and take it? I'm like, I don't know anybody right now. Like, I'm in the middle of something.

Like, I'm like, no, I don't. He goes, oh, all right. You want to come take I said, you want me to come take your course? I'm about to kill myself right now. You said that? No, no, no, no. I didn't tell him. He didn't know this until months later. Until he heard it at the couples camp. I'm like, dude, in my mind, I'm like, bro, I'm about to kill myself. I'm not going to tell you yes.